Lyrics
I could sit in my room and let the world forget about
I feel like I can isolate myself in my room and escape from the world's expectations.
I don't wanna let down, everyone expects to... I mean
I don't want to disappoint others, and there's a struggle to live up to expectations.
How much does everybody care?
Questioning the level of concern and care from everyone around.
Nothing's wrong with being scared
It's okay to feel scared or anxious; there's no shame in it.
Do I leave now and show up late?
Contemplating whether to leave now and be late or pretend everything is fine by deleting texts.
Or delete my texts and try to fake it?
Feeling the need to manipulate communication to appear unaffected.
I can't get it right, do I leave or do I stay?
Struggling with a decision on whether to leave or stay, expressing a feeling of incapability.
(Believe me, I wish there was another way)
Expressing a desire for an alternative solution to the current dilemma.
Maybe I'll fix some pics and post them on MySpace
Considering fixing and posting pictures on MySpace as a way to manage reputation.
(That could keep my reputation in place)
Using social media to maintain a positive image and reputation.
Why do I care so much about all of this mess?
Reflecting on the emotional investment in a complicated situation.
OH SHIT
An abrupt exclamation, possibly signifying a realization or emotional intensity.
Now they're calling my phone; I don't have the guts to answer
Avoiding calls, feeling unable to face a challenging situation.
Just a coward at home, when did I get so damn anxious?
Acknowledging a sense of cowardice and increased anxiety while alone.
On the last day of summer, we planned to say goodbye
Recalling a significant moment, possibly the end of a relationship or an important event.
To laugh and pass blunts, get upset, we'll cry and then forget
Describing the planned emotional experiences of the last day of summer.
How could I forget?
Expressing difficulty in forgetting a memorable event or person.
And what the hell should I do?
Pondering the appropriate course of action in a challenging situation.
Call them back and tell the truth?
Considering honesty as a response to a mistake or problem.
I fucked up again, do I leave or do I stay?
Facing the consequences of a mistake and contemplating whether to leave or stay.
(Believe me I wish there was another way)
Expressing a desire for an alternative solution to the current dilemma (repeated).
Maybe I'll fix some pics and post them on MySpace
Repeating the idea of using MySpace to manage reputation and image (repeated).
(That could keep my reputation in place)
Reiterating the use of social media to maintain a positive image (repeated).
Why do I care so much about all of this mess?
Reflecting on the emotional investment in a complicated situation (repeated).
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