Lyrics
I'm unsure what it means to be alone,
I am uncertain about the experience of being alone.
been so long since I've been on my own.
It has been a long time since I've been on my own.
And I'm holding onto broke things so you know that I'm waiting.
I am holding onto broken things, indicating a sense of waiting.
Please come back home and stay here with me.
Requesting someone to come back home and stay with me.
You were all I've ever needed.
You were the only thing I ever needed.
It's not easy for me to admit and it makes me sick, but I can't get over that
Admitting difficulty and discomfort in moving on from a past relationship.
I'm afraid no one else could ever love me like you loved me.
Fearful that no one else can love as they were loved before.
Even though I am shattered I want you know that.
Despite feeling shattered, expressing a desire for the person to know.
I'll never be stable enough in my head
Acknowledging mental instability and difficulty in finding stability.
to exchange all my problems for progress instead.
Unable to trade problems for progress due to instability.
Each day I'm begging a God I don't know
Pleading to an unknown God for a chance to start over and avoid loneliness.
for a chance to start over so I won't be alone.
Yearning for an opportunity to begin anew to avoid solitude.
When I close my eyes I see us together,
Visualizing the past relationship when closing the eyes.
These few weeks have felt to me like forever.
Feeling that a few weeks without the person seem like an eternity.
And I'm broken please come fix me, cause you know I'm still waiting.
Expressing brokenness and a plea for the person to come and fix them.
It's not easy for me to admit and it makes me sick, but I can't get over that
Reiterating the difficulty in moving on and the associated discomfort.
I'm afraid no one else could ever love me like you loved me.
Fearful that nobody else can love in the same way as before.
Even though I am shattered I want you know that.
Despite feeling shattered, expressing a desire for the person to know.
I'll never be stable enough in my head
Acknowledging ongoing mental instability and its impact.
to exchange all my problems for progress instead.
Unable to exchange problems for progress due to instability.
Each day I'm begging a God I don't know
Pleading to an unknown God for a chance to start over and avoid loneliness.
for a chance to start over so I won't be alone.
Desiring a chance to start anew to escape from being alone.
I won't be alone.
A firm declaration that they won't be alone.
No, I can't be.
Emphasizing the impossibility of being alone.
I'm afraid no one else could ever love me like you loved me.
Reiterating the fear that nobody else can love as they were loved before.
Even though I am shattered I want you know that.
Expressing a desire for the person to know their shattered state.
I'll never be stable enough in my head
Acknowledging ongoing mental instability and its impact.
to exchange all my problems for progress instead.
Unable to exchange problems for progress due to instability.
Each day I'm begging a God I don't know
Pleading to an unknown God for a chance to start over and avoid loneliness.
for a chance to start over so I won't be alone.
Yearning for a chance to begin anew and escape from being alone.
So I won't be alone.
Reiterating the desire not to be alone.
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