Heaven or Hell
Navigating Love's Maze: Amanda Hawkins' Emotional Journey
Lyrics
Pickin' up the pieces of a party I didn't go to
Picking up the aftermath of a party I chose not to attend
I'm rounding' up the pieces of my heart like I'm supposed to
Gathering the shattered pieces of my heart as expected
I'm getting really tired, getting really sick and tired
Expressing fatigue and frustration with the situation
Tryin to keep my space, I'm tryin' to save my smile
Struggling to maintain personal space and preserve happiness
No, I'm not gonna let you bring me down
Refusing to be brought down by external influences
Bring me down
Reiterating the determination not to be brought down
Cuz I'll be stronger when you're not around
Anticipating increased strength in the absence of negativity
Oh, Baby I can't do it no more
Expressing inability to endure the current situation any longer
You hold me high just to hit the floor
Feeling elevated only to experience a sudden downfall
I just can't tell, if we're living in Heaven or Hell
Expressing uncertainty about the nature of the current relationship
You love me hard then you watch me fall
Experiencing intense love followed by a significant fall
Letting me drown while you stand there tall
Feeling abandoned in times of struggle
Heaven or Hell, are you giving me Heaven or Hell?
Pondering whether the relationship is a source of joy or torment
I don't really care, I don't care what you did last night
Indifferent to the partner's actions from the previous night
I'm trying to keep a stare, stay aware, and keep my mind quite
Focused on maintaining awareness and composure
It's so hard to let it go, I'm not gonna let it go this time
Resolute in not letting go this time despite the difficulty
Whoa, cuz life's too hard
Expressing a desire to rewind life due to its challenges
I wanna press rewind
Wishing for the ability to go back in time
Oh, I'm not gonna let you bring me down
Reiterating the determination not to be brought down by external forces
Bring me down
Reaffirming the strength that comes from avoiding negativity
And I'll be stronger when you're not around
Expecting increased strength in the absence of the partner
(You get me high when you're around, but sooner or later were crashing down)
Highlighting the highs and inevitable crash in the relationship
Oh, Baby I can't do it no more
Expressing the inability to endure the current situation any longer
You hold me high just to hit the floor
Experiencing elevation followed by a sudden fall
I just can't tell, if we're living in Heaven or Hell
Expressing uncertainty about the nature of the current relationship
You love me hard then you watch me fall
Experiencing intense love followed by a significant fall
Letting me drown while you stand there tall
Feeling abandoned in times of struggle
Heaven or Hell, are you giving me Heaven or Hell?
Pondering whether the relationship is a source of joy or torment
You get me high when you're around
Describing the uplifting feeling when the partner is present
But sooner or later were crashing down
Anticipating an eventual downfall despite the current high
Heaven or Hell
Pondering the nature of the current state, whether heavenly or hellish
Are you giving me Heaven or Hell?
Questioning whether the relationship is a source of joy or torment
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