Lyrics
I can't seem to confide
I struggle to share my feelings
When everyone around me's watching
Feeling observed by those around me
Can't seem to break the secrets
Difficult to reveal hidden truths
If you slide me a text I might do it on the low
If you message discreetly, I might engage secretly
I know it's complicated
Acknowledging the complexity of the situation
I might take a little time when I'm contemplating
Considering and taking time for decisions
Can't wait for the day that I said we made it
Anticipating the achievement of success
I might take a little drive to the bank and break it
Contemplating financial success, perhaps through illegal means
Steady ballin like Goku, Super Saiyan
Living lavishly, likened to Goku's Super Saiyan transformation
Finding different ways to be misbehaving
Exploring different ways of behaving recklessly
I would rather die than to act complacent
Prefer death over acting indifferent or satisfied
Remember all the days reigning from the pavement
Recalling humble beginnings on the streets
I been through trials and tribulations
Experiencing challenges and hardships
Spent some time running out of patience
Enduring moments of running out of patience
I don't wanna lose you (I don't wanna lose you)
Expressing the fear of losing someone
If you gave me one chance I could change it
Believing that with one chance, positive change is possible
With you all I need is one more shot
Seeking another opportunity to make things right
If you hit me on the low I won't condone it
Not approving of secretive communication
Tell me what it takes for you to notice
Asking what it would take for the person to notice
I can't seem to confide
Reiteration of difficulty in sharing feelings
When everyone around me's watching
Feeling under scrutiny in the presence of others
Can't seem to break the secrets
Struggling to disclose hidden truths
If you slide me a text I might do it on the low
If messaged discreetly, I might engage secretly
I know it's complicated
Acknowledging the complexity of the situation
I might take a little time when I'm contemplating
Considering and taking time for decisions
Can't wait for the day that I said we made it
Anticipating the achievement of success
I might take a little drive to the bank and break it
Contemplating financial success, perhaps through illegal means
She gonna hit me on the low
Expecting secretive communication from someone
Said I wasn't that cool and I'm overrated
Denial of being cool and feeling overrated
Been dealing with you now all my time was wasted
Feeling that time spent with someone was wasted
Pop another bean I'm tryna get creative
Using substances to enhance creativity
Wishing you would hold my ground
Desiring support and stability
I know you don't need me now
Recognizing that the person may not need me anymore
I was hoping you'd come back around
Hoping for a reconciliation or return
I been down and out so many times
Experiencing numerous challenges and hardships
Remember the all nights I need an alibi
Recalling nights needing an alibi
I'm sick of picking all your sides
Tired of taking sides in conflicts
I can't seem to confide
Reiteration of difficulty in sharing feelings
When everyone around me's watching
Feeling under scrutiny in the presence of others
Can't seem to break the secrets
Struggling to disclose hidden truths
If you slide me a text I might do it on the low
If messaged discreetly, I might engage secretly
I know it's complicated
Acknowledging the complexity of the situation
I might take a little time when I'm contemplating
Considering and taking time for decisions
Can't wait for the day that I said we made it
Anticipating the achievement of success
I might take a little drive to the bank and break it
Contemplating financial success, perhaps through illegal means
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