i tried
Navigating Solitude: Ambar Cassidy's 'i tried' Unveils the Struggle
Lyrics
Reacting to what's happening
Reacting to external events or circumstances
Didn't give me time to think
Feeling rushed, not having time to contemplate
Lashing out and breaking down
Expressing emotions through anger and emotional breakdowns
Put up the wall shut out the rest
Building emotional barriers to shut others out
Saying whatever's in my head
Speaking impulsively, expressing thoughts without filter
Hurt them first get in their head
Choosing to hurt others preemptively to protect oneself
Can't hurt if I hurt them first
Believing that hurting others first prevents personal pain
Can't leave if I leave first
Preventing emotional attachment by leaving before being left
And I keep pushing people away
Actively pushing people away from oneself
And wonder why I'm always alone
Reflecting on the loneliness resulting from pushing others away
Don't wanna let anyone close
Aversion to forming close relationships
Rather do it all on my own
Preference for independence, doing things alone
I tried running away but it didn't shut down the hurt no
Attempting to escape from problems, but it doesn't heal the pain
I don't mean to make you worry bout me
Expressing concern about causing worry in others
I don't mean to make you hurt
Acknowledging unintentional emotional impact on others
I tried hiding away but it didn't shut down the hurt no
Trying to hide from emotional distress, but it persists
I don't mean to make you worry bout me
Expressing concern about causing worry in others (repeated)
I don't mean to make you hurt
Acknowledging unintentional emotional impact on others (repeated)
When you gonna let someone in
Questioning the reluctance to allow someone into one's life
When you gonna see that it's okay
Encouraging self-acceptance and openness to others
The doubt has got the wheel swerving tryna dodge what's in its way
Struggling with self-doubt and attempting to avoid challenges
And I keep pushing people away
Continuing the pattern of pushing people away
And wonder why I'm always alone
Reflecting on the persistent feeling of isolation
Don't wanna let anyone close
Aversion to forming close relationships (repeated)
Rather do it all on my own
Preference for independence, doing things alone (repeated)
(My own, my own)
Emphasizing personal ownership and self-reliance
I tried running away but it didn't shut down the hurt no
Running away as an ineffective strategy to escape pain
I don't mean to make you worry bout me
Expressing concern about causing worry in others (repeated)
I don't mean to make you hurt
Acknowledging unintentional emotional impact on others (repeated)
I tried hiding away but it didn't shut down the hurt no
Hiding as an unsuccessful attempt to avoid emotional pain
I don't mean to make you worry bout me
Expressing concern about causing worry in others (repeated)
I don't mean to make you hurt
Acknowledging unintentional emotional impact on others (repeated)
I tried running away but it didn't shut down the hurt no
Running away as an ineffective strategy to escape pain (repeated)
I don't mean to make you worry bout me
Expressing concern about causing worry in others (repeated)
I don't mean to make you hurt
Acknowledging unintentional emotional impact on others (repeated)
I tried hiding away but it didn't shut down the hurt no
Hiding as an unsuccessful attempt to avoid emotional pain (repeated)
I don't mean to make you worry bout me
Expressing concern about causing worry in others (repeated)
I don't mean to make you hurt
Acknowledging unintentional emotional impact on others (repeated)
I tried running away but it didn't shut down the hurt no
Running away as an ineffective strategy to escape pain (repeated)
I don't mean to make you worry
Expressing a desire not to burden others with worry
I don't mean to make you hurt
Acknowledging unintentional emotional impact on others (repeated)
I tried hiding away but it didn't shut down the hurt no
Hiding as an unsuccessful attempt to avoid emotional pain (repeated)
I don't mean to make you worry bout me
Expressing concern about causing worry in others (repeated)
I don't mean to make you hurt
Acknowledging unintentional emotional impact on others (repeated)
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