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You lead me on, told me lies, I fell for it
You deceived me with false information, and I believed it
You took me out, I smiled for once
We went out, and for a moment, I felt happy
Then I saw your true side you're full of shit
Later, I discovered your true nature, and it was unpleasant
And now I'm way worse off than I was
As a result, I am now in a worse situation than before
Somehow I let you in
I allowed you into my life
Somehow I couldn't see you for the mess that you are
I failed to see the chaos and problems you brought
Somehow I let you win
I let you succeed in whatever you were attempting
But I promise you won't get far
I assure you that your success will be short-lived
Because I am not what happened to me
I am not defined by the negative events that occurred to me
I am not the blood that I bleed
My identity is not solely based on the suffering I endure
And you don't get to decide what happens to my life
You don't have the authority to control my life
I refuse to let you make me die
I refuse to let your actions lead to my demise
I can't believe you can't see what you did wrong
I can't believe you fail to recognize your mistakes
Cant even get an apology from you
I can't even get a simple apology from you
Now I have to watch you walk these halls
Now, I have to witness you moving through these spaces
I just don't know what to do
I feel lost and uncertain about what to do
Somehow I let you in
I allowed you into my life
Somehow I couldn't see you for the mess that you are
I failed to see the chaos and problems you brought
Somehow I let you win
I let you succeed in whatever you were attempting
But I promise you won't get far
I assure you that your success will be short-lived
I am not what happened to me
I am not defined by the negative events that occurred to me
I am not the blood that I bleed
My identity is not solely based on the suffering I endure
And you don't get to decide what happens to my life
You don't have the authority to control my life
I refuse to let you make me die
I refuse to let your actions lead to my demise
I am not what happened to me
I am not defined by the negative events that occurred to me
I am not just what you see
My identity is more than what is visible to you
And you don't get to run straight into my life
You don't have the right to enter my life abruptly
I refuse to let you see me cry
I won't let you witness my vulnerability and tears
All I feel now is rage
All I feel now is intense anger
No more tears left for you
I have no more tears to shed for you
I've been trying to turn a new page
I've been attempting to start a new chapter in my life
But its hard when i feel worthless and used
It's challenging when I feel worthless and used
I just can't seem to get out
I find it difficult to escape from my current situation
Of this rut I fell into
I'm stuck in a negative cycle that I fell into
He ignored my pleading shouts
My pleas for help are being ignored
But I guess that's just too much for you
But perhaps that's too much for you to handle
Somehow I let you in
I allowed you into my life
Somehow I couldn't see you for the mess that you are
I failed to see the chaos and problems you brought
Somehow I let you win
I let you succeed in whatever you were attempting
But I promise you won't get far
I assure you that your success will be short-lived
I am not what happened to me
I am not defined by the negative events that occurred to me
I am not the blood that I bleed
My identity is not solely based on the suffering I endure
You don't get to decide what happens to my life
You don't have the authority to control my life
I refuse to let you see me die
I refuse to let you witness my demise
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