Parachute
Lost in Existential Turmoil: Amelle Rose's Parachute Reflection
Lyrics
My brain cells are all fuzzy
Feeling mentally unclear or confused
Trying to connect the dots in some kind of hurry
Attempting to make sense of things hastily
I've lost it again
Experiencing a loss or setback
Striving to comprehend
Struggling to understand or grasp a situation
The parachute is on my back but I can't reach the cord
Having a safety net (parachute) but unable to use it
Nothingness overwhelming me, I am empty to the core
Feeling a profound emptiness within
I'm swallowed up when I was so certain I'd escaped
Being engulfed by a sense of nothingness despite expecting otherwise
Back to my breaking point all over again
Returning to a point of emotional breakdown
Well shut me down, loading error
Expressing a desire to be silenced or shut down
I'm like some old computer
Comparing oneself to an outdated or malfunctioning computer
Been stuck on ninety nine percent
Feeling stuck or incomplete, not reaching full potential
Too powerful to process
Having capabilities that are challenging to handle
The day's getting colder
Noticing a shift towards colder emotions or circumstances
Can't take this weight on my shoulders
Feeling burdened and unable to bear the weight
The parachute is on my back but I can't reach the cord
Reiterating the inability to deploy the safety net
Nothingness overwhelming me, I am empty to the core
Emphasizing the overwhelming emptiness
I'm swallowed up when I was so certain I'd escaped
Experiencing unexpected challenges despite initial optimism
Back to my breaking point all over again
Returning to a point of emotional breakdown (repeated theme)
Counting the days
Counting down to a time of transformation or escape
To when I won't be just another torn human
Longing to break free from the struggles of being human
I won't be just another torn human
Rejecting the idea of being just another person scarred by life
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