Relationship
Lyrics
Don't wanna admit I've got a problem because that makes it real
Reluctance to acknowledge a personal issue for fear of making it real.
Don't know how to feel
Uncertain about emotions and how to experience them.
Things are always better next time
Optimistic about the future, believing things will improve with time.
Don't wanna pretend I've got a life because that makes it mine
Unwillingness to fake a fulfilling life as it implies ownership.
So I waste my time
Wasting time, possibly on unproductive activities.
Always at a business disco
Frequenting social events with a business-oriented atmosphere.
I see every bottle pointed at me
Feeling scrutinized or judged by others, symbolized by bottles pointing at the speaker.
I keep with the spirit
Remaining true to one's character or attitude.
Nonexistent next girl
Referring to a potential romantic partner who is not currently present.
Don't know how to be in a relationship
Expressing difficulty in understanding or navigating romantic relationships.
Ship
Repetition for emphasis on the theme of relationships.
Ship
-I'm making cards in November for my valentine
Creating cards for a future Valentine in advance, suggesting a longing for connection.
Drinking cherry wine
Indulging in cherry wine, possibly as a coping mechanism or for enjoyment.
Washing out my head with dish soap
Symbolic act of cleansing the mind, possibly from negative thoughts, with dish soap.
Don't wanna be the reason for season 'cause it cuffs my neck
Aversion to being the cause of a negative situation or difficulty.
The joker of the deck
Identifying as the joker in a deck of cards, suggesting a role of unpredictability or humor.
Just check my vitals or kick me
Suggesting a need for a health check or a figurative request to be reevaluated.
I see every bottle pointed at me
Recurrence of feeling judged by others, emphasizing the speaker's self-awareness.
I keep with the spirit
Continuing to maintain one's character or attitude in the face of scrutiny.
Nonexistent next girl
Reference to a potential romantic partner who is not currently present.
Don't know how to be in a relationship
Reiteration of the difficulty in understanding or navigating romantic relationships.
Ship
Repetition for emphasis on the theme of relationships.
Ship
-Don't know how to be in a relationship
Restating the challenge of being in a romantic relationship.
Don't know how to be in a relationship
Acknowledging a lack of knowledge or understanding regarding romantic relationships.
Ship
Repetition for emphasis on the theme of relationships.
Ship
-Ship
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