Miasma

I have consumed a significant amount of drugs and am experiencing an intense high.

I feel extremely high to the point where my vision is impaired, and there's a possibility of a fatal outcome.

I appear to be stylish and confident, despite the influence of drugs.

Despite the negative effects of drugs, no one is advising me to stop.

There's a sense of nervousness or anxiety in my demeanor.

I desire a life that is flawless and without imperfections.

I express a strong lack of confidence and self-assurance.

Despite my insecurities, I want you to be my romantic partner.

Repetition of previous lines, reinforcing the themes of drug use, nervousness, insecurity, and romantic desire.

Like I cant see might mega die

You cant see I'm super fly

All these drugs no one say bye

You can tell I'm kind of nervous

I just want shit picture perfect

I'm so fucking insecure

But I want you to be my girl

The word "Miasma" suggests a noxious atmosphere or influence. The following lines describe the impact of this miasma on the individual, affecting their pulse and creating a need for something different. There's a physical manifestation with a tight grip on a sidewalk, possibly representing a struggle or tension.

A smoke screen

You radiate

My own pulse

Your vapor

Your buzz breathe

My need to feel

Something else

Continued feelings of entrapment and alienation, possibly in a physical space. Staring at a stranger's door indicates a sense of disconnection and longing for connection.

Coming too close thoughts they come around

In the middle of pain worse than the rocks n sticks

My list of grief just grows

I wanna feel what it feels like to be home

I'm trapped in my room but

I'm staring at a strangers door

Reiteration of the themes of drug use, nervousness, insecurity, and romantic desire.

Like I can't see might mega die

You cant see I'm super fly

All these drugs no one say bye

You can tell I'm kind of nervous

I just want shit picture perfect

I'm so fucking insecure

But I want you to be my girl

Expressing a heightened state of being, contemplating the possibility of death, and living a life under difficult circumstances. References to luck and gambling metaphors suggest unpredictability and risk.

Think ill die

Might end my life

Living under street lights

Can I get my shit right?

Maybe no dice

Getting only some snake eyes

Giving me bad hands

Giving me 16 it's like we on black jack

Recognition of how others perceive the individual, possibly negatively. The lines suggest a sense of resignation or acceptance of this perception.

You like that

Makes sense everyone see me like that

Reflection on falling and losing track, possibly of a moral or spiritual path. The mention of devils indicates a negative influence or experience.

Lost track

Of my halo

We danced

But you saw

Only devils

Identifying oneself as a vampire lover and an undead soldier, possibly alluding to themes of darkness, desire, and a sense of being unbound by societal norms.

Lover

Your undead soldier

Repetition of previous lines, reinforcing the consistent themes of drug use, insecurity, and a desire for a romantic connection.

Like I can't see might mega die

You cant see I'm super fly

All these drugs no one say bye

You can tell I'm kind of nervous

I just want shit picture perfect

I'm so fucking insecure

But I want you to be my girl

I just got so mega high like

I cant see

Might mega die

You cant see I'm super

Fly

All these drugs no one say

Bye

You can tell I'm kind of

Nervous

I just want shit picture

Perfect

I'm so fucking

Insecure

But I want you to be my

Despite my insecurities, I express a desire for you to be my romantic partner, emphasizing the central theme of longing for connection amidst internal struggles.