Lyrics
Don't turn away
Requesting not to ignore or reject
I'm the only thing you know you wanted
Being the desired or sought-after thing
Polite and tamed
Well-mannered and controlled
Left you feeling like a child who's getting bored
Left feeling uninterested like a bored child
But your skin is worn
But showing signs of wear and tear
Just like California
Similar to California's unpredictability
Didn't warn you
Not warned about consequences
That you'd burn beneath the setting sun
Experiencing pain or consequences unexpectedly
I'm taking it back
Reclaiming something
I'm turning from you, I'm turning from you
Choosing to distance oneself
I'm taking it back
Reclaiming something previously mentioned
So colors don't turn from black to blue
Preventing a change from black to blue
You can put that gun down
Urging to put down metaphorical aggression
Such beating remains
Persistent reminders of pain
Are the hallways to where your poor heart is
Pathways to emotional vulnerability
Re-sin again this beatings pushing
Repeatedly experiencing this emotional pain
Wither to the floor
Collapsed or succumbed to the pain
Cause I'm feeling torn
Feeling torn and conflicted
Just like paranoia
Similar to an uncontrollable fear
Didn't warn you
Not warned about the resulting pain
That you'd burn beneath the smoking gun
Experiencing consequences under threat
I'd hate to tell you how much of this charade
Reluctant to reveal the extent of deception
Isn't exactly all of the things that can say
Deception about one's capabilities or truths
Things that I can say
Things one is capable of expressing
I'd had to tell you how many bad mistakes
Regret about numerous errors made
Are really things I intended to make
Mistakes not initially intended
Intended to make
Mistakes not planned to occur
I'm taking it back
Reclaiming something previously mentioned
I'm taking it back
-I'm taking it back
-So colors don't turn from black to blue
Preventing a change from black to blue
I'm taking it back
Reclaiming something previously mentioned
I'm turning from you, I'm turning from you
Choosing to distance oneself
I'm taking it back
Reclaiming something previously mentioned
So colors don't turn from black to blue
Preventing a change from black to blue
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