Lyrics
I wonder if a heart is out there
I am uncertain if there is a compatible heart out there.
I've been searching for you in another
I have been searching for a similar heart in someone else.
I don't know if anyone could ever match you
I am unsure if anyone else could ever match your qualities.
But maybe I need something else
However, perhaps I need something different.
I don't know if I want that or I want hell
I am conflicted about whether I desire a positive change or a tumultuous situation.
I know I can't stand it when I'm with you
I acknowledge that I find it challenging to be with you.
But away I'm dying
But when I am apart, I feel a sense of inner decay or deterioration.
If I could go and change
If I could alter things from the past,
Maybe you would stay
perhaps you would choose to stay.
You can't be that far out of my reach
You seem to be within my reach despite the distance.
It wasn't meant to be and I can't believe
Our connection wasn't destined, and it's hard to accept.
On my knees I pray for you cause today
On my knees, I pray for you because today,
You're with someone new that's not me
you're with someone new who isn't me.
I can't scream for you back
I am unable to express my longing for you to return.
But I'll try just in case
However, I'll make an attempt just in case.
And I can't leave in silence
I can't depart quietly without expressing my feelings.
If I cant touch your face
If I cannot physically touch your face,
Yeah I'm sure I could find someone to make things okay
I believe I could find someone else to make things okay.
But I won't need someone if you don't walk away
Yet, I won't need someone else if you choose not to leave.
And I don't feel the same when I'm with someone new
I don't experience the same emotions when I'm with someone new.
But god I wanna change
However, I desire a change and question why it's difficult.
And why can't I change?
Why am I unable to change?
And god I wanna have you back but if I could
I desire to have you back, but I am uncertain if I should,
I don't think I should but I'm not really good
as I am not adept at doing things that would improve me.
Doing things I know would make me better
I am aware that certain actions could enhance my well-being,
But I know that if I pray enough I know that
but praying may be a more effective path to change.
If I could go and change
If I could make amends and change my ways,
Maybe you would stay
perhaps you would reconsider staying with me.
You can't be that far out of my reach
You don't seem to be too far out of my reach.
It wasn't meant to be and I can't believe
Our connection wasn't meant to be, and it's disheartening.
On my knees I pray for you cause today
On my knees, I continue to pray for you because today,
You're with someone new that's not me
you're with someone new who isn't me.
I can't scream for you back
I can't loudly express my desire for you to return.
But I'll try just in case
However, I'll make an attempt just in case.
And I can't leave in silence
I can't leave without expressing my feelings.
If I cant touch your face
If I cannot physically touch your face,
Yeah I'm sure I could find someone to make things okay
I believe I could find someone else to make things okay.
But I won't need someone if you don't walk away
Yet, I won't need someone else if you choose not to leave.
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