Lyrics
I used to be afraid of lonely dark nights
I used to fear lonely, dark nights.
Now im just chilling cause i am the villian
Now I am relaxed because I embrace the role of a villain.
Flashing lights - they make my head go dizzy
Flashing lights disorient me mentally.
So i built a tower away from the city
I constructed a tower away from the city.
Cause i am nothing but a lonely loser
Describing oneself as a lonely loser.
And i like to be this way
Expressing contentment in being this way.
Such a lonely, ordinary loser
Reiterating the loneliness but embracing it as ordinary.
Kinda chilling in my lane
Comfortable staying in one's own path or lifestyle.
Call my father please
Request to call the father.
Tell him that im still a
Confirming the continuation of a certain state.
Shame to the nation
Acknowledging personal shame on a national level.
Sad deviation
Referring to a sorrowful deviation from the norm.
I used be afraid of being left out
Past fear of exclusion.
Now that affliction is my addiction
Now, that feeling of exclusion is something one is addicted to.
Kiss me for goodbye
Request for a farewell kiss.
And set me to paradise
Asking to be sent to paradise.
I shall be free to die
Expressing a desire for freedom in death.
With no pressure to live my life
Desire to live life without external pressures.
Call my father please
Request to call the father again.
Tell him that im still a
Reaffirmation of the continued state of being a shame to the nation.
Shame to the nation
Reiteration of a sad deviation from the norm.
Sad deviation
Recalling past fear of exclusion.
I used be afraid of being left out
Embracing the affliction that was once feared.
Now that affliction is my addiction
Reiterating that the affliction has become an addiction.
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