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Woke up this morning it was Saturday,
Starting the day on a positive note, it's a Saturday.
Smiled as I heard the birds singing my name,
Feeling happy and optimistic, hearing sounds that feel personalized and comforting.
And all was going nicely the start to a perfect day,
Everything seemed to be going perfectly, marking the beginning of an ideal day.
Took my car to see this lovely girl Jane,
Driving to meet a girl named Jane, setting up a potentially positive encounter.
Grabbed a cup of coffee on the street in L.A.,
Getting coffee in Los Angeles, still experiencing a smooth and problem-free day.
And all was going smoothly not a single problem coming my way,
Continuing without any visible issues or obstacles, things seem to be going well.
But then she told me all the bad shit,
However, things take a negative turn as she begins sharing unpleasant information.
Like how she wasn't worth it,
She expresses feelings of not being valuable or deserving.
And I wanted to scream out loud,
Feeling the urge to express frustration or anguish loudly.
I wish I had warned myself,
Regretting not warning oneself about the impending issues.
I should have told myself
Recognizing the need to have cautioned oneself earlier.
Good morning you're gonna get dumped,
Receiving a harsh morning revelation about a breakup.
Your girl went out drinking she got pretty drunk,
Learning about the girl's night out, getting drunk, and the aftermath.
And I wish I didn't have to know,
Expressing a desire to remain unaware of these painful details.
She was dancing, hands around his neck,
Visualizing the scene where the girl was intimate with someone else.
She didn't see it coming till she took off her dress,
Realizing the unexpectedness of the situation for her.
And I wish it was all inside my head,
Wishing that the distressing reality was just a figment of the imagination.
Wish it was all inside
Longing for the painful truth to be a mere fabrication.
Woke up Sunday hit me hard in the face,
Experiencing the aftermath of the previous day's events with emotional intensity.
Birds stopped chirping and it started to rain,
Seeing a stark contrast in the day, feeling downcast as it starts raining.
And all I was hoping was I could forget her face.
Hoping to erase memories of the girl's face and the associated pain.
And forget all of the bad shit, like her lips on him
Recalling specific intimate moments between her and someone else.
And how it fell apart, you really fuckin broke my heart
Expressing how deeply the heartache affected and shattered emotions.
I should have told myself
Reflecting on the necessity of prior self-admonition.
And now I got a problem here,
Feeling overwhelmed with the current predicament.
I just want to disappear,
Expressing a strong desire to vanish or escape the situation.
Cause I keep playing it through my mind,
Continuously replaying distressing thoughts and memories in the mind.
And now the weekends over,
Realizing the weekend is over and facing the aftermath of the emotional turmoil.
I might as well pick up what's left behind,
Deciding to confront and deal with what remains of the situation.
I should have told myself,
Recognizing the importance of prior self-awareness and caution.
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