Lyrics
I waited by the phone
I eagerly anticipated a call while waiting by the phone
Expecting a call from you
Anticipating communication specifically from you
Let's talk it over
Suggesting a conversation to discuss matters
But you never knew
You were unaware of this desire for discussion
I want to hear you say
Desire to hear explicit expressions of trust from you
How you trust in me
Expressing the wish for trust and intimacy
And I sing today
Singing today, possibly indicating a hopeful or positive mindset
Well let's wait and see
Remaining uncertain about the outcome
If you only existed
Expressing a hypothetical situation where only you exist
only existed
Reiteration of the hypothetical existence
I'd let you see the best of me
Willingness to reveal the best aspects of oneself if you were real
If you only existed
Repeating the desire for the hypothetical existence of you
I made a picture of you
Creating an imaginary image of you in the mind
Inside my head
The mental picture is established within the speaker's thoughts
We'd be prefect together
Envisioning a perfect relationship with you
Yet I'm lonely and cold in bed
Despite the fantasy, feeling lonely and cold in bed
I want to feel you near
Expressing the desire to be physically close to you
Smell the skin you're in
Wishing to experience the scent of your skin
I want to feel you near me
Yearning for physical closeness, which has never happened
But you've never been
Emphasizing the absence of such closeness
If you only existed
Reiteration of the hypothetical existence, emphasizing its impact
only existed
Restating the concept of your hypothetical existence
I'd let you see the best of me
Reiterating the willingness to reveal the best self in that scenario
If you only existed
Expressing the desire for the hypothetical existence of you once more
I mediate
Engaging in meditation, possibly as a coping mechanism
Ease the pain
Seeking relief from emotional pain
Always
Repetition of the word "Always," possibly emphasizing enduring pain
Always
Reiteration of the enduring nature of the emotional state
Mediate
Continuing the theme of meditation as a way to cope
I wait
Waiting persistently
Always
Reaffirmation of enduring waiting
Always
Emphasizing the perpetual nature of waiting
Mediate
Repetition of the theme of mediation for pain relief
Ease the pain
Seeking a resolution to the pain through meditation
Mediate
Continuing the idea of meditation for relief
Always
Reiteration of persistent meditation
Mediate
Continuing the theme of mediation and its role in coping
Ease the pain
Seeking pain relief through meditation
Mediate
Repetition of the idea of persistent meditation
Always
Continuing the theme of enduring meditation
I wish you existed
Expressing a longing for your actual existence
I wish you existed
Repeating the wish for your existence
I wish you existed
Emphasizing the desire for your real presence
Wish you existed
Repetition of the longing for your existence
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