Journal Entry
Reflections of Inner Turmoil: Seeking Answers Beyond Silence
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Why do I feel sad
Expressing a feeling of sadness.
Is that something I can ask you dad
Questioning if it's appropriate to discuss emotions with a father figure.
Is it cuz she ain't hit me up
Wondering if the sadness is due to not hearing from someone.
Five and a half hours have passed
Noting the time passed since the last contact.
Is it the relation I had
Reflecting on past relationships.
Or is it cuz I feel alone I don't own myself
Questioning if loneliness is linked to a lack of self-ownership.
Make record put it on the shelf
Considering creating music as a form of expression and release.
Make something from the sadness felt
Intending to turn sadness into creative energy.
All the signs put on my belt
Referring to personal experiences marked by symbolic signs.
Yea I felt rock it out
Feeling empowered to express oneself through music.
Go ahead and walk with pride
Encouraging self-confidence and pride.
Go ahead and walk with stride yea
Reiterating the importance of walking confidently.
He's got that look in his eye
Observing determination in someone's eyes to achieve success.
Like he isn't gonna stop till his albums talk
Committing to continue working until musical goals are achieved.
Gotta grind none stop
Emphasizing the need for constant hard work and dedication.
There isn't time to talk
Stressing the importance of action over words.
Gotta going while I walk
Continuing to pursue goals while on the journey.
Oh what is you came here to do
Questioning one's purpose and the need for self-validation.
Why do you feel the need to prove yourself
Challenging the need to prove oneself to others.
Shit I guess i'm talking to myself
Realizing self-reflection may be a solitary endeavor.
Again
Repeating the cycle of questioning and self-reflection.
These feelings
Acknowledging and expressing deep emotions.
Need to be spoken
Stating the necessity of expressing inner feelings.
Sometimes my heart feels likes its been open
Describing vulnerability with an open heart.
Everyones coming round to pound it
Feeling overwhelmed by external pressures.
I don't understand this or why
Expressing confusion and frustration with life's challenges.
I'm a very gentle guy
Asserting a gentle and kind nature despite hardships.
Gods prescribed
Believing in a divine purpose or destiny.
Heaven sent
Considering oneself as a gift from heaven.
But struggle paying my rent yea
Facing financial struggles despite faith.
Should I stop fighting
Questioning whether to give up the fight against challenges.
No
Deciding to persist and not give in.
Cuz im not ready go
Expressing the unpreparedness to give up.
Hom
Reflecting on one's home and personal connections.
Chat on the phone wit my ho
Engaging in a phone conversation with a significant other.
Mies
Pursuing personal desires and pleasures.
Lookin for the things that please
Searching for fulfilling experiences.
Get on my knees thank my god
Expressing gratitude and devotion to a higher power.
For the the things
Reflecting on the positive aspects of life.
I got to rant on that
Using expression and creativity to cope with challenges.
Me sayin this and that
Acknowledging the limitations of words in conveying emotions.
Knowing there's more then words attached
Recognizing the complexity of emotions beyond verbal expression.
Oh what is it came here to
Repeating the questioning of one's purpose and actions.
Do you feel the need
Questioning the need for validation and recognition.
Yyeeaa
Expressing emotions, possibly frustration or uncertainty.
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