Lyrics
Never wrote a happy song in my life
Expressing a history of not creating positive or joyful music.
I'm just trying I'm just trying to get by
Struggling to navigate through life, seeking a way to survive.
Working a tough job that makes me breaks a
Engaged in a challenging job that is physically demanding.
sweat
Physical exertion and hard work causing perspiration.
I Wanna make it big but first I gotta pay the rent
Desire for success but hindered by the immediate need to pay bills.
Moved out of moms house can't ask for handouts
Moved away from parental support and is reluctant to seek assistance.
I don't wanna hear another I told you so
Rejecting unsolicited advice and criticism from others.
So why the fuck am I getting high
Questioning the use of substances despite challenges.
making time go by pushing my responsibilities to the side
Escaping responsibilities and using substances to pass the time.
I can't explain how I feel
Unable to articulate emotions or experiences.
I was told they weren't real
Expressing doubt in the existence of certain emotions or experiences.
I can't explain how I feel
Reiterating the difficulty in explaining personal feelings.
Maybe now I can heal
Hopeful for healing after acknowledging emotional challenges.
Sitting on my floor I can't escape my mind
Feeling trapped in one's thoughts while sitting on the floor.
I only breathe to get by
Breathing only to survive, emphasizing a struggle for existence.
Sitting on my floor I can't escape my mind
Continued sense of mental entrapment while seated.
It's just another Friday night
Highlighting the repetitiveness of a challenging Friday night.
I ain't going out tonight
Choosing not to go out, perhaps due to personal struggles.
Missed calls cause the phones on mute
Missing calls, possibly isolating oneself from social interactions.
Dancing round in my birthday suit
Engaging in carefree behavior like dancing without inhibition.
Taking pictures cause I feel so cute
Capturing moments of self-appreciation through photos.
Cold pizza cause I'm hungry too
Indulging in simple pleasures like eating cold pizza.
Now I know How I feel
Realizing and understanding one's emotions.
My emotions were already real
Acknowledging that emotions were authentic all along.
Now I know how I feel
Confirming newfound emotional awareness.
And I got nerves of steel
Feeling emotionally strong and resilient.
Sitting on my floor I can't escape my mind
Continued struggle with mental confinement while seated.
I only breathe to get by
Emphasizing the necessity of breathing to endure challenges.
Sitting on my floor I can't escape my mind
Reiteration of mental struggles on the floor.
It's just another Friday night
Highlighting the recurring difficulty of Friday nights.
I Ain't going out tonight
Choosing to stay indoors, possibly to cope with personal issues.
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