who i am
Navigating the Shadows: Embracing the Unknown in 'Who I Am'
Lyrics
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Struggling to maintain my identity amid confusion.
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
Expressing thoughts verbally, striving to do my best.
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Recognizing self-inflicted pain with someone understanding it.
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand
Facing rejection and understanding the reasons behind it.
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Continuing the struggle to know oneself amidst uncertainty.
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
Conveying thoughts through words, determined to give my best effort.
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Acknowledging personal vulnerability with someone empathetic.
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand
Facing the consequences of rejection and understanding them.
Sleeping through another day, it's all the same
Engaging in a monotonous routine, feeling stuck in repetition.
Picking up another eighth on my way home
Acquiring substances as a coping mechanism on the way home.
I can't feel my face, I don't feel a thing
Experiencing emotional numbness or detachment.
I don't wanna fight it, I just wanna lay down
Desiring to avoid conflict, preferring to rest.
And it's still the same friends, new house, new life
Despite external changes, internal struggles persist.
But I still ash inside a monster can
Retaining negative aspects despite outward transformations.
Can I get another line? Staying up all night
Seeking more substances to stay awake throughout the night.
Oh my god I think I drank it, throwing up again
Experiencing the consequences of substance use, possibly regretting it.
But you wanna tell me nothing, always run and hide
Encountering avoidance and evasion in communication.
If you wanna tell me secrets then I'll tell you mine
Willing to share secrets if reciprocated, seeking connection.
You want me to let you know just how I feel inside
Requested to express inner feelings, unsure due to confusion.
Couldn't tell you cuz I don't know
Expressing uncertainty about self-awareness and emotions.
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Reiterating the difficulty of self-identity in the face of confusion.
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
Persisting in verbalizing thoughts, committed to doing one's best.
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Acknowledging personal vulnerability with someone empathetic.
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand
Facing the consequences of rejection and understanding them.
It's getting hard to be myself when I don't know who I am
Continuing the struggle to know oneself amidst uncertainty.
Putting thoughts out into words, I'ma do the best I can
Conveying thoughts through words, determined to give my best effort.
I'm the one who gets me hurt, you're the one who understands
Acknowledging personal vulnerability with someone empathetic.
Now you hate to see my face, and I guess I understand
Facing rejection and understanding the reasons behind it.
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