Lyrics
They don’t know
People are unaware
How many times I should fall
Uncertain about the number of times I must fail
Before I get what I want
Before achieving my desires
They don’t know
Others lack understanding
How hard to break this ice every time
The difficulty of consistently breaking barriers
To stay afloat
To endure and remain above the challenges
Mind got bogged down with resistance
Mental burden overwhelmed by opposition
Only willpower can counter with it
Only determination can confront it
Exhausted from the constant struggle
Fatigued from continuous strife
I'm slowly fading away
Gradually losing vitality
Should I, should I stop fighting?
Contemplating whether to cease the fight
May I, may I give up halfway?
Considering giving up halfway
Falling I’m trying to reach my inner senses
Attempting to connect with inner senses while falling
Choking I’m building these walls of time
Constructing time walls while struggling
Again the heart beats the alarm
Heart signals an alert once more
It stretches and collapses like a supernova
Heartbeat expands and collapses like a supernova
I can't handle the load
Overwhelmed by the burden, unable to cope
The empire of self deception grows
Self-deception's dominion expands
Hungry beast
Insatiable appetite
Can't get saturated with
Cannot be satisfied with easily digestible pleasures
The easy digestible beans
Simple joys are insufficient
Rotting body can't find out the truth
Decaying body unable to discover underlying truth
That hides beneath the skin
Truth hidden beneath the surface
Should I stop consuming?
Contemplating whether to cease consumption
May I, may I give up halfway?
Considering giving up halfway in consumption
Falling I’m trying to reach my inner senses
Attempting to connect with inner senses while falling
Choking I’m building these walls of time again
Constructing time walls while struggling once again
Falling I’m trying to reach my inner senses
Attempting to connect with inner senses while falling
Choking I’m building these walls of time again
Constructing time walls while struggling once again
With belief that your life is worthless
Believing life lacks value
Just stop talking nonsense
Rejecting meaningless talk
That your action doesn’t matter anyway
Deeming actions inconsequential
You’re only looking for excuses
Attributing excuses to avoidance
There’s no promise you can make
No assurance in promises made
I can’t believe a single word you say
Distrustful of spoken words
Sweet selfish deception
Enjoying the allure of self-deception
Intoxicates me so fine
Intoxication with selfish deception affecting mental state
That I slowly lose my mind
Resulting in a gradual loss of sanity
Oh
Expressing a sense of intoxication
They don’t know
Others remain unaware
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