Lyrics
I dropped that note in a fire
I intentionally destroyed a note by putting it in a fire
Watch my words burn into ashes
Observing my words turning into ashes
Let the smoke roll on my skin
Allowing the smoke to envelop my skin
And my thoughts go out in fashion
My thoughts are expressed in a stylish manner
Oh ill just walk on by
I'll casually pass by, hoping you won't mind
Hope that you don't mind
Keeping spare change in a jar
Start keepin' my change in a jar
Dark red paint on the walls
Dark red paint on the walls
If you want to understand my current thoughts
And if you wanna know what I'm thinking now
Count the number of times I blink
Count all the times that I blink and how
Writing my emotions on my sleeve, but still desiring conversation
I'm writing the letters on my sleeve
Reference to things you always said
But I still want to talk
Continuing to walk to the beat of the drum in my head
About the things you always said
A desire not to lose connection with familiar faces
And I'll still always walk
Expressing that words lose meaning and become empty clichés
To the beat of the drum in my head
Struggling to find emotional shelter
'Cause I don't wanna lose their faces
Difficulty in communicating with someone
Words melt down to empty phrases
Repetition of lines 16-19
Trying not to find my shelter
Repeating the struggle to find emotional shelter
God it's getting hard to tell her
Repetition of line 18
I don't wanna lose their faces
Repeating the difficulty in communication
Words melt down to empty phrases
Repeating that words lose meaning and become empty clichés
Trying not to find my shelter
Repeating the struggle to find emotional shelter
God it's getting hard to tell her
Repetition of line 22
I'll douse my things
Intention to saturate personal belongings with kerosene
In kerosene
Expressing a desire to light the way for something new
I'll light the way
Repeating the intention to light the way
For things to be
Expressing a motivation for change
'Cause I don't wanna lose their faces
Repetition of lines 16-19
Words melt down to empty phrases
Repeating that words lose meaning and become empty clichés
Trying not to find my shelter
Repeating the struggle to find emotional shelter
God it's getting hard to tell her
Repetition of line 30
I don't wanna lose their faces
Repeating the difficulty in communication
Words melt down to empty phrases
Repeating that words lose meaning and become empty clichés
Trying not to find my shelter
Repeating the struggle to find emotional shelter
God it's getting hard to tell her
Repetition of line 34
I'll douse my things
Intention to saturate personal belongings with kerosene
In kerosene
Expressing the desire to watch the flame grow
Just watch the flame grow
Questioning the purpose of staying
What's there to stay for
Repetition of lines 25-27
I'll light the way
Repeating the intention to light the way
For things to be
Repetition of lines 37-39
Just watch the flames grow
Repeating the desire to watch the flames grow
What's there to stay for
Questioning the purpose of staying
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