It'll Be Different
Striving for Redemption: Battling Insecurities and Self-Improvement
Lyrics
I've done my best but I cant keep up, no
I've exerted my best effort, but I cannot keep up.
I've tried lying but the truth still cuts me deep
Even though I've attempted deception, the truth still profoundly affects me.
I think I need a break from this
I believe I need a break from the current situation.
The standard's getting lower every passing week
The standards are diminishing with each passing week.
My legs can only walk so far
My capabilities are limited; I can only go so far.
If you're going to the summit then I'll stay here and look from below
If you aim for the summit, I'll remain here and observe from below.
I'm sorry that I called it off
I apologize for canceling our plans.
But it'll be different next time
Despite the current situation, I assure you it will be different in the future.
You'd think I would've learned by now
Despite past experiences, I haven't learned my lesson.
But I'm standing on the precipice of greatness, I could never be wrong
I believe I'm on the verge of achieving greatness and can never be wrong.
And yet I feel the humble ground
Yet, I recognize the humble reality beneath me.
Showing me the lessons in the path where I've been crawling along
The path I've been crawling along has valuable lessons.
My legs can only walk so far
Similar to before, my capabilities have limits.
If you're going to the summit then I'll stay here and look from below
If you're aiming for success, I'll observe from a lower position.
I'm sorry that I called it off
I regret ending our plans.
But it'll be different next time
Despite this, I promise it will be different in the future.
I'm worried what you'll think 'bout me
I'm concerned about what you think of me.
I'm showing up to work with something I have to prove
I go to work with a need to prove myself.
But the truth is written on my sleeve
The truth about me is evident for all to see.
I'm only here to see if I can hurt myself like you used to do
I'm here to see if I can endure pain, similar to how you used to.
Now I know that this endeavor's fruitless
Now, I understand that my efforts are futile.
There ain't a fuck in sight that you could find to send over here
No solution is in sight, and there's nothing you can send my way.
But then you told me that my case ain't hopeless
Despite this, you assure me that my situation isn't hopeless.
The insecurity's a mark of the Lord that we fear
Insecurity is a common trait that we fear and is seen as a mark of the divine.
Ive done my best but I cant keep up
Repetition of the struggle to keep up despite giving the best effort.
I've tried lying but the truth still cuts me deep
Reiteration of the attempt to deceive, with the truth still causing deep pain.
I think I need a break from this
Expressing the need for a break from the ongoing challenges.
The standard's getting lower every passing week
Repetition of the idea that standards are decreasing over time.
My legs can only walk so far
Reiteration of the limited capacity to move forward.
If you're going to the summit then I'll stay here and look from below
If success requires reaching the summit, I'll observe from a lower position.
I'm sorry that I called it off
Apologizing again for canceling plans.
But it'll be different next time
Despite the past, there's a commitment that things will be different next time.
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