Lyrics
What's it gunna be
Uncertainty about the future and the choices ahead.
When you're caught up with the things that make you cry
Contemplating the impact of things that cause emotional pain.
You wanna see your friends
Desire for social connection despite inner struggles.
But you realize in the end its just a waste of time
Realization that social interactions might be futile.
And other people talk
Awareness of others talking, possibly judgment or gossip.
When you're walking past the park
Ignoring external opinions while walking past a park.
Yet you just blow them by
Choosing to disregard what others say or think.
You wanna see them out
Desire to socialize conflicting with inner hesitations.
But your conscious always shouts
Internal conflict preventing authentic self-expression.
Your scared to be yourself
Fear or hesitance in being true to oneself.
Goodbye
Farewell or letting go of something.
Little tiny voice thats in your mind
Reference to a small inner voice affecting thoughts.
Sometimes
Intermittent occurrence of the mentioned voice.
Its not the voice of reason
Recognition that the inner voice is not rational or guiding.
Maybe in your dreams
Possibly envisioning an ideal state in dreams.
You can burst at the seams
Expression of emotions and vulnerabilities.
With all your little secrets
Alluding to hidden personal truths or struggles.
But when it starts to end
Realizing the temporary nature of a dream-like state.
You wake up once again
Returning to self-awareness after a dream or escape.
To your self as a whole
Acceptance and understanding of one's complete self.
Your parents say you fine
External validation from parents but internal struggles.
But wallow in the night
Suffering in solitude during the night.
At the ghost lit sky
Reflecting on life under a sky with a ghostly appearance.
You look forward to the day
Anticipation for a future where emotions are more vibrant.
You can be some type of way
Aspiring for a positive and fulfilling emotional state.
And feel more then alright
Desire for a state of being beyond just feeling 'alright.'
Goodbye
Saying goodbye again, perhaps to an internal struggle.
Little tiny voice thats in your mind
Reference to the recurring small inner voice.
Sometimes
Recognition that the inner voice is not always rational.
Its not the voice of reason
(Closing line) Acknowledgment of the absence of rationality in the inner voice.
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