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You taught me all I knew, all the things I had to do
You were my teacher, guiding me in everything I needed to do
Remembering all the ways, you left me in this haze
Recalling the various ways you left me confused and uncertain
I played your little games, your toy soldier in chains
I participated in your manipulative games, feeling controlled like a toy soldier in chains
Now we don't speak anymore, like your father before
We no longer communicate, reminiscent of the estrangement you had with your father
The ones I love tend to hurt me the most
The people I care about often cause me the most pain
It's hard to know we were so close
It's difficult to accept that we were once very close
'Cause you played me like a melody
You manipulated me emotionally, like a melody in a song
Insulted me with my dreams
You insulted me by dismissing my dreams
I don't know how I'll feel when you die
I'm unsure of my emotions when you pass away
You've tainted all my memories
You've negatively influenced all my positive memories
Nothing left but shattered scenes
Only broken and fragmented memories remain
I don't know how I'll feel when you die
Uncertain about my emotions when you eventually die
It's funny how you made me scared to be free
Your influence made me afraid to embrace freedom
You push me till I can't breathe and I'm screaming through my teeth
You pushed me to my limits, causing me to struggle and scream in frustration
The harder you hold on, the more you'll see me gone
The more you try to control, the more distant I become
I wish I felt no guilt, but it's just the blood you spilt
I wish I could feel no guilt, but it's the result of the harm you caused
The ones I love tend to hurt me the most
The people I love deeply often inflict the most pain
It's hard to know we were so close
Realizing the difficulty of acknowledging our past closeness
'Cause you played me like a melody
You treated me like a manipulated tune in a melody
Insulted me with my dreams
You belittled me by undermining my aspirations
I don't know how I'll feel when you die
Uncertain about the emotions I'll experience when you pass away
You've tainted all my memories
You've tainted my positive recollections with negativity
Nothing left but shattered scenes
Only fragmented and broken memories are left
I don't know how I'll feel when you die
Uncertain about my emotions when you eventually die
The ones I love tend to hurt me the most
The people I deeply care for often cause the most pain
It's hard to know we were so close
It's challenging to acknowledge how close we once were
'Cause you played me like a melody
You manipulated me emotionally, like a melody in a song
Insulted me with my dreams
You insulted me by dismissing my dreams
I don't know how I'll feel when you die
I'm unsure of my emotions when you pass away
You've tainted all my memories
You've negatively influenced all my positive memories
Nothing left but shattered scenes
Only broken and fragmented memories remain
I don't know how I'll feel
Uncertain about the emotions I'll experience
I don't know how I'll feel
-I don't know how I'll feel
-When you die
Emotionally conflicted about your eventual death
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