Lyrics
Once sleepless to avoid nightmares
Experiencing sleepless nights to avoid nightmares in the past.
now wide awake with unwavering resolve
Currently, wide awake with a determined and unwavering resolve.
Yet I reside in loneliness
Residing in loneliness.
Misplaced on this soil
Feeling misplaced on the current soil or environment.
No rest until I hurt myself
Expressing a commitment to self-harm or self-destructive behavior with the absence of rest.
No rest until I'm numb
Continuing the theme of no rest until achieving numbness, suggesting a desire to escape from emotional pain.
A lonely cry
Describing a lonely cry, possibly reflecting deep emotional pain or isolation.
In a surge of anguish
Experiencing a surge of anguish or intense emotional suffering.
I breathe despair
Breathing despair as a means to delay or avoid a personal downfall.
To defer my downfall
Using despair as a coping mechanism when the foundation is collapsing.
When my foundation collapses
Contemplating the aftermath when the foundation collapses and questioning what will remain.
What will remain
Pondering the existential question of what will endure after a personal collapse.
The last heave
Describing the final struggle or effort before a significant change or departure.
Will take me away
Suggesting that the final struggle will lead to a departure to desolation.
To desolation
Emphasizing the destination as desolation, implying a state of emptiness or loneliness.
Away from everything I thought I knew
Expressing a departure from everything the speaker thought they knew.
No safe haven in sight
Highlighting the absence of a safe haven in the current situation.
Only a lasting breath of despair
Conveying a sense of enduring despair with only a lasting breath remaining.
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