Lyrics
My cheek is turned so try me
Challenging someone to provoke or test them.
I can't wait for you to hurt me
Expressing anticipation or readiness for emotional pain.
Or leave me like they all do
Expectation of being abandoned or rejected, similar to past experiences.
Just leave me like you want to
Encouraging the person to leave if that's their intention.
Why don't I exist to you
Feeling invisible or unacknowledged by the person.
Till you can see my face
Desiring recognition or attention until visible physically or emotionally.
Please stop saying sorry
Requesting to stop apologizing as it offers a false sense of security.
It makes me feel too safe
Apologies create a comfort zone, preventing necessary change or action.
I can't reward you with my love
Unable to reciprocate love due to past hurts or mistrust.
Can't take another game
Refusing to engage in further emotional games or manipulation.
My pressure's dropping now so
Feeling a decrease in stress or tension.
Stop telling me you'll change
Rejecting promises of change as they've been said before without action.
Flip a coin to show my fate
Using chance (flipping a coin) to represent uncertainty in life.
Just flip me till I break
Desiring to be pushed or tested until reaching a breaking point.
Bet it feels so great to use me
Feeling used for someone else's pleasure or benefit.
Feel me up till you're done then lose me
Being discarded after being used physically or emotionally.
You don't have time to hurt me
Asserting resilience despite not having time for further pain.
But I won't go away
Refusing to disappear despite challenges or attempts to make them leave.
You lock me in a box till I lie
Being coerced into falsifying feelings to maintain a facade of normalcy.
And say that I'm okay
Choosing to endure suffering while appearing fine to others.
I stopped caring how you are
Disengaging emotionally from the other person's well-being.
I'm waiting for the pain
Anticipating or expecting pain as a consequence of interactions.
I stopped being mean to you
Stopping hostility or cruelty despite impending pain.
Now you'll forget my name
Belief that the person will eventually forget or disregard them.
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