She's Always Around
Love's Shadows: A Soul's Struggle with Addiction and Longing
Lyrics
i can see she's got a hold of me
I feel her influence strongly in my life
with no plans to put me down
She has a firm grip on me and shows no intention of letting go
i've been awake for 5 days straight
I've been sleepless for an extended period
drove through 6 damn different towns
I've traveled through multiple towns in a distressed state
i wish i had you to come home to
I long for someone like you to provide comfort
i could lay my troubles down
I could share my troubles if I had you to come home to
but she never believed that you really loved me
She doubted your love for me
so she patiently waited around
Despite doubt, she patiently waited for me
she's always around
She is a constant presence in my life
hanging out in those dark corners
She lingers in the shadows and hidden places
cause she knows the one i love
Because the person I truly love won't allow me to be close
won't let me hold her
She cannot embrace the one I love
she's always around
She is consistently present
hanging out in the same places
Frequenting the same locations, anticipating my return
cause she knows that i'll come crawling every time i'm breaking down
Knowing I'll seek solace from her whenever I'm distressed
this will surely be the death of me
This situation is likely to be my downfall
i've accepted that as truth
I've come to terms with the inevitability of my demise
but the death she brings holds more honesty
Her influence leading to my end holds more truth than the love I received from you
than the love that i got from you
Her destructive love is more honest than the love you gave
it's not the kind of love i need
The love I'm receiving is not the love I truly need
but i can't walk away
Despite knowing it's not the right love, I can't walk away
i've tried
I've attempted to leave, but it's challenging
so i'll take this love till i take too much and the life has left my eyes
I'll continue with this flawed love until it consumes me and life fades away
she's always around
She remains a constant presence
hanging out in those dark corners
Residing in hidden and shadowy places
cause she knows the one i love won't let me hold her
Because the one I love won't allow me to hold her
she's always around
She persists in being around
hanging out in the same places
Frequenting the same locations, anticipating my return
cause she knows that i'll come crawling every time i'm breaking down
Knowing I'll seek solace from her whenever I'm distressed
cause she knows that i'll come crawling every time i'm breaking down
Anticipating my return to her every time I face a breakdown
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