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Echoes of Longing: Arnold The Painter's 6 - A Heart's Soliloquy
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Love me right now, now, now, now, now
Expressing a desire for immediate love and attention
Love me right now
Reiterating the need for immediate love
6 Missed calls, none of them were from you
Noticed 6 missed calls, none from the desired person
6 Missed calls, none of them were from you
Repeating the frustration of not receiving calls from the desired person
I pretend there's no shame, like everything's still cool
Pretending to be unaffected, masking the emotional pain
I pretend there's no shame, like everything's still cool
Continuing the facade of normalcy despite inner struggles
You ain't here but I feel you
Feeling the absence of the person, yet sensing their presence
Behind closed doors I fall
Private emotional breakdown when alone
I keep drifting back in time
Reflecting on past moments and memories
Still look for you in the crowd
Searching for the person in a crowd
I hope you're making big moves
Wishing well for the person's success
I hope you feel me somehow
Desiring a connection despite physical separation
A different me I'm afraid of
Fearful of becoming a different, undesirable self
I'm a mess needing your love
Expressing emotional turmoil and dependence on love
My thoughts I'm ashamed of
Struggling with shameful thoughts and emotions
So I keep away from the strangers
Keeping distance from unfamiliar faces to avoid judgment
Hot showers to heal
Using hot showers metaphorically for emotional healing
My cold heart that you made numb
Addressing emotional numbness caused by the person
On my time off I'm gone
Being absent during personal time as a coping mechanism
Any drug you name I'm on
Indulging in various substances to cope with pain
Anything to forget you
Willing to do anything to forget the person
But I don't wanna forget you
Expressing reluctance to completely forget the person
Yeah, yeah, yeah oh, ooh
Repeating the emotional struggle and longing
Yeah, yeah, oh, ooh
-Ohh
-6 Missed calls, none of them were from you
Reiterating the frustration of unanswered calls
6 Missed calls, none of them were from you
-I choose to ride alone
Choosing solitude over potential negative influences
A second mind would just drown
Avoiding additional emotional burden
Where I'm at baby it's deep
Emphasizing the depth of the emotional state
6 Feet deep in the ground
Metaphorically being in a deep emotional grave
I know our time here's been up
Acknowledging the end of their time together
Don't forget what once was
Encouraging remembrance of past shared experiences
Maybe in another life
Speculating about a possible reunion in another life
My thoughts I'm ashamed of
Reiterating internal struggles and shame
My thoughts I'm ashamed of
-So I keep away from the strangers
Maintaining distance from unknown individuals
Hot showers to heal
Using hot showers as a coping mechanism
My cold heart that you made numb
Addressing emotional numbness caused by the person
On my time off I'm gone
Being absent during personal time as a coping mechanism
Any drug you name I'm on
Indulging in substances to cope with pain
Anything to forget you
Expressing a conflict between wanting to forget and not wanting to
But I don't wanna forget you
-Anything to forget you
Repeating the internal conflict and desire not to forget
But I don't wanna forget you
-Anything to forget you
-But I don't wanna forget you
-Anything to forget you
-But I don't wanna forget you
-Anything to forget you
-But I don't wanna forget you
-6 Missed calls, none of them were from you
-I have 6 missed calls, none of them were from you
-I pretend there's no shame, like everything's still cool
-I pretend there's no shame, like everything's still cool
-Anything to forget you
-But I don't wanna forget you
-Anything to forget you
-But I don't wanna forget you
-Anything to forget you
-But I don't wanna forget you
-Anything to forget you
-But I don't wanna forget you
-Ohh, oh
Final expression of emotion
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