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I don't really know if I wanted to go away
I am uncertain if I truly desired to leave.
I don't really think that I wanted you to stay
I'm not sure if I wanted you to remain.
But how can I differentiate between what I want and what I need?
I struggle to distinguish between my desires and necessities.
Sometimes they're the same
At times, what I want and what I need align.
Most times they feel the same
Usually, they feel similar.
I try to walk away but you seem to linger on
Despite my attempts to leave, you persist in my thoughts.
You're like a bad cold and the tissues are all gone
Your presence is persistent like an ailment when remedies are exhausted.
How can you avoid someone when they sincerely care for you?
How can I distance myself from someone who genuinely cares?
I want to feel alone
I desire solitude.
Please let me feel alone
I plead to be left alone.
I thought that I felt something from the depths of my heart
I believed I felt a deep emotion, but it might have been youthful naivety.
Maybe that was true but I also just felt young
Perhaps there was authenticity, but it was also influenced by youthfulness.
The feeling's so intoxicating when you were forced to grow up
The sensation is enthralling when one is compelled to mature prematurely.
Now I'm just in pain
Now, I'm experiencing distress.
It always comes back to pain
Pain seems to be a recurring theme.
I know I'm not done yet
I acknowledge there's more to come.
I know there's still love left
I understand there's still affection remaining.
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