Saint or Rogue
Navigating the Shadows: Saint or Rogue's Inner Struggle
Lyrics
Why am I not myself, why am I not at all?
Expressing confusion and disconnection from oneself.
Why am I so reliant yet so uncomfortable
Reflecting on a paradoxical feeling of dependence and discomfort.
Just one sip and it's in my stride
Referencing the influence of a substance or experience that brings confidence.
I will take comfort in how I reside
Finding solace in one's current state of being.
Intoxicated or am I fading
Questioning whether the emotional state is due to intoxication or a fading sense of self.
Or is it too late?
Contemplating if it's too late to change or regain control.
Saint or rogue, sinner or foe
Pondering the dualities of identity: saint or rogue, sinner or foe.
How dare I deceive you
Acknowledging a sense of deception towards others.
Why am I losing a fight
Questioning the reason for losing a personal struggle.
Against all that I know true
Facing internal conflict against what one knows to be true.
My comforts are seeping through the cracks in my weathered skin (the cracks in my weathered skin)
Describing vulnerability as personal comforts are exposed.
In the hidden parts of our mind, oh where do I begin (where do I begin?)
Exploring the complexity of the mind and the challenge of understanding oneself.
Just one sip and it's in my stride
Reiterating the impact of a transformative experience.
I will take comfort in how I reside
Reaffirming the choice to find comfort in the current state of being.
Intoxicated or am I fading
Questioning if the emotional state is a result of intoxication or irreversible fading.
Or is it too late?
Contemplating the possibility that it might be too late for change.
Saint or rogue, sinner or foe
Repeating the theme of dualities in identity and questioning one's authenticity.
How dare I deceive you
Expressing guilt or conflict about deceiving others.
Why am I losing a fight
Pondering the reasons for losing a personal battle.
Against all that I know true
Highlighting the internal struggle against known truths.
So we start again (so we start again)
Indicating a fresh start after a period of difficulty.
From a new days end (from a new days end)
Emphasizing the beginning of a new phase or day.
So we start again (so we start again)
Reiterating the theme of starting anew, aiming for improvement.
Until we amend
Expressing the desire to fix or mend what has been broken.
Saint or rogue, sinner or foe
Repeating the questioning of identity, suggesting ongoing inner conflict.
How dare I deceive you
Acknowledging the act of deceiving and its audacity.
Why am I losing a fight
Questioning the reasons behind losing a personal struggle.
Against all that I know true
Expressing internal conflict against what is known to be true.
All that I know true
Repeating the affirmation of struggling with personal truths.
Saint or rogue, sinner or foe
Reiterating the exploration of dualities in identity and potential deception.
How dare I deceive you
Expressing guilt or conflict about deceiving others.
Why am I losing a fight
Questioning the reasons for losing a personal battle.
Against all that I know true
Highlighting the ongoing internal struggle against personal truths.
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