Lyrics
You don't deserve what happened
You don't deserve the unfortunate events that occurred
And there's nothing I can say that would make it fine
No words can make the situation better
They all left you abandoned
Others abandoned you in a difficult time
You were stuck and had nowhere safe to cry
You were trapped without a safe space to express your emotions
Are you still broken
Are you still emotionally wounded?
Or did years that pass by heal you up
Have the passing years healed your emotional wounds?
Stuck in that dream you woke up in
Stuck in a recurring dream where the source of fear is unclear
That same one where you can't see what you're running from
A dream where you can't identify what you're escaping from
Slept on your stomach with the sadness spilling from your eyes
Sleeping in a vulnerable position, expressing deep sadness
It's hard to say it's easier to cope when time just dies
Claiming that it's challenging to say if time makes coping easier
Take a moment breathe it in your falling out of sight
Encouraging a moment of reflection as you fade from view
Dissociate just like you do right in front of my eyes
Referencing dissociation, a coping mechanism observed by the speaker
Well you wouldn't believe what happened
Expressing a desire for the person to be present despite difficulties
I almost just wished that you were here
Wishing for the person's presence, acknowledging a sense of loss
But these days won't stop passing
Time passing quickly, seemingly unaware of its significance
Passing me like they don't know that they're rare
Time passing as if oblivious to its rare and precious nature
I am still broken over this
The speaker is still emotionally wounded by the situation
My lack of words in exchange for their lack of respect
The speaker struggles with finding words due to lack of respect
Those countless situations that you put me in
Recalling numerous challenging situations caused by the person
There's not enough loud vibrations to throw me out of bed
Insufficient disturbances to disrupt the speaker's emotional state
I won't bother getting up today
Expressing a reluctance to face the day
I won't bother waking up at all
Choosing not to wake up at all, indicating despair
The closer that you tried to get to me,
Increased proximity made it harder for the speaker to open up
the more I couldn't open up to you at all
Struggling to connect emotionally with the person
Slept on your stomach with the sadness spilling from your eyes
Repetition of line 11 for emphasis
It's hard to say it's easier to cope when time just dies
Repetition of line 12 for emphasis
Take a moment breathe it in your falling out of sight
Repetition of line 13 for emphasis
Dissociate just like you do right in front of my eyes
Repetition of line 14 for emphasis
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