Lyrics
It's been getting colder
Expressing a noticeable drop in temperature.
With no one on my shoulder
Feeling alone without anyone for support.
But honestly I'd rather it stay that way
Preferring solitude despite the cold and loneliness.
And all the leaves are changing
Observing the changing seasons without emotional impact.
But it doesn't phase me
Remaining emotionally unaffected by external changes.
My heart has nothing else left to say
Having a heart that feels depleted of words or emotions.
But I don't wanna love if I can't love you
Expressing a reluctance to love without reciprocation.
And I don't wanna cry if you're not there too
Not wanting to experience sadness without the presence of a loved one.
But oh my my that smile is so ruthless
Acknowledging the captivating power of a smile.
And those chocolate eyes are so bittersweet
Describing the conflicting nature of captivating yet sorrowful eyes.
I'm mesmerized then in agony
Experiencing a mix of fascination and pain.
Cause you don't understand how bad I want you
Expressing a strong desire that may not be understood by the other person.
You picked me up in Roanoke
Recalling a specific location (Roanoke) where a connection was made.
I told you it was way too far
Noting the distance as a potential obstacle.
But you still showed up in your car
Despite the distance, the person made an effort to be present.
And I got so nervous when you spoke
Feeling nervous during a conversation with the person.
I tried my best to play it cool
Trying to appear calm and collected despite inner feelings.
As you drove me back to school
Being driven back to school, indicating a shared journey.
But I don't wanna love if I can't love you
Reiterating a hesitancy to love without reciprocal feelings.
And I don't wanna cry if you're not there too
Expressing a desire to avoid tears without the presence of a loved one.
But oh my my that smile is so ruthless
Revisiting the captivating impact of the person's smile.
And those chocolate eyes are so bittersweet
Highlighting the contradictory nature of the enchanting yet sorrowful eyes.
I'm mesmerized then in agony
Repeating the experience of being captivated and pained.
Cause you don't understand how bad I want you
Reemphasizing the intensity of the desire that may not be reciprocated.
But I don't wanna love if I can't love you
Restating the hesitancy to love without assurance of mutual feelings.
And I don't wanna cry if you're not there too
Echoing the reluctance to experience sadness in the absence of a loved one.
But oh my my that smile is so ruthless
Recalling the impact of the captivating smile on emotions.
And those chocolate eyes are so bittersweet
Reiterating the bittersweet nature of the person's eyes.
I'm mesmerized then in agony
Reexperiencing the conflicting emotions of fascination and agony.
Cause you don't understand how bad I want you
Underlining the depth of the desire that may be challenging to comprehend.
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