Lyrics
I can't tell if it's raining outside
Uncertainty about external conditions, possibly mirroring internal emotions
Or if that sound's the air conditioning turned way up on high
Confusion between external and internal stimuli, feeling disconnected
It's raining in my heart and that, I know
Feeling emotional pain because of separation from a loved one
Cause I'm not with you
The absence of the loved one causing emotional distress
I can't see the colors through the black and white
Perception clouded, unable to see joy or color in life
I can't tell where my thoughts begin, these days, they all collide
Difficulty organizing thoughts due to overwhelming emotions
Now, I can think too much and that, I know
Overthinking due to separation and emotional turmoil
Cause I'm not with you
Attributing overthinking to the absence of the loved one
My body hasn't slept that much in four long days
Insomnia caused by emotional distress for several days
Is it everything you are? Am I too far away?
Questioning if distance affects the completeness of the relationship
I'm alive but I'm dying inside
Feeling alive physically but emotionally deteriorating
Watching time, like my tears, run me dry
Feeling time slipping away, emotions draining like tears
If there's a love engineer
Seeking guidance or help in navigating love-related issues
I could use a little steering tonight
Desire for assistance or direction in managing emotions and love
I can't point the moon out for the stars
Inability to focus on small details amidst emotional turmoil
But I can put my finger in this hole in my heart
Sensing a deep emotional void due to separation from the loved one
I can't tell you all the things that I want to
Difficulty expressing feelings due to absence of the loved one
Cause I'm not with you
Attributing communication barriers to separation
And my body hasn't slept that much in four long days
Continued lack of sleep due to emotional distress
Is it everything you are? Am I too far away?
Questioning if distance affects the completeness of the relationship (repeated)
Cause I'm alive but I'm dying inside
Feeling emotionally drained despite being physically alive
Watching time, like my tears, run me dry
Perceiving time slipping away, emotions exhausting
If there's a love engineer
Expressing a need for guidance or assistance in love matters
I could use a little steering tonight
Desire for direction or support in managing emotions and relationships
When I'm watching lovers, I try to laugh while I'm crying
Observing others in love while experiencing inner conflict
I can't tell my mother that I've lost so much pride trying
Struggling with maintaining emotional honesty with family
She'd say if I don't know myself without you
Anticipating a negative judgment if one cannot find self-identity without the loved one
I'm better off without you
Suggesting that being independent might be better than remaining in distress
And but my body hasn't slept that much in four long days
Persistent lack of sleep due to emotional turmoil (repeated)
Is it everything you are? Am I too far away?
Questioning if distance affects the completeness of the relationship (repeated)
Cause I'm alive but I'm dying inside
Continued emotional struggle despite being physically alive
Watching time, like my tears, run me dry
Feeling time slipping away, emotions draining
If there's a love engineer
Expressing a need for guidance or assistance in love matters (repeated)
I could use a little steering tonight
Desire for direction or support in managing emotions and relationships (repeated)
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