Lyrics
Most my friends I know are friends I cannot see
Close friends are distant physically.
The ones I know are real are never real with me
Authentic friends aren't genuine in interactions.
And every passing year means things I cannot be
Growth brings unattainable changes.
I'm getting older and I'm colder but it's fine you see
Aging without warmth, yet accepted.
Just wish that I was wiser when I'm all alone
Regretting lack of wisdom when alone.
Change my mind every time I'm home and
Constantly altering thoughts at home.
Everything always feels the same
Stagnation despite efforts.
(Wishful thinking isn't changing things)
Realization that hope alone isn't transformative.
I know I can move away
Awareness of the possibility to relocate.
Start a brand new life; live a whole new way
Contemplating a fresh start and lifestyle.
But it's hard now with nobody else but me
Struggling due to solitude in decision-making.
To say what to do or how to be
Lacking guidance on actions or identity.
I'm feeling like life is stale so stale and the same ol'
Life feels monotonous and unchanged.
I wish that I could say I miss you but I can't though
Inability to express longing; detachment.
Maybe never really knew you; gotta let go
Doubt in truly understanding; releasing attachment.
Cause everything keeps on changing while I'm changing
Continuous personal evolution amidst change.
While you're changing too
Acknowledgment of mutual evolution.
You keep on acting like it's bad we do
Perceived negativity in shared changes.
But I ain't ever switched up sides on you
Remaining loyal despite accusations.
When things really changed, so why did you?
Questioning the genuineness of others' change.
So why did you?
Reiteration of questioning others' changes.
So why did you?
-So why did you?
-I know we have time to kill but that's a waste
Disregarding idle moments due to life's pressures.
Cause the pressure fails decisions that we have to make
Feeling constrained by decisions under pressure.
But surely you will figure out the plans you made
Belief in others' ability to plan.
But I think they fell through, now it's overdue, I cannot wait
Plans seem unsuccessful and overdue.
Just wish that I was wiser when I'm all alone
Regret over personal growth in isolation.
Change my mind every time I'm home and
Consistently changing thoughts at home.
Everything always feels the same
Feeling of sameness despite efforts.
(Wishful thinking isn't changing things)
Understanding that hope alone isn't transformative.
I know I can move away
Recognizing the possibility of relocation.
Start a brand new life; live a whole new way
Considering a complete lifestyle change.
But it's hard now with nobody else but me
Struggling due to solitude in decision-making.
To say what to do or how to be
Lacking guidance on actions or identity.
I'm feeling like life is stale so stale and the same ol'
Sense of life's monotony and unchanging nature.
I wish that I could say I miss you but I can't though
Inability to express longing; detachment.
Maybe never really knew you; gotta let go
Doubt in truly understanding; releasing attachment.
Cause everything keeps on changing while I'm changing
Continuous personal evolution amidst change.
While you're changing too
Acknowledgment of mutual evolution.
You keep on acting like it's bad we do
Perceived negativity in shared changes.
But I ain't ever switched up sides on you
Remaining loyal despite accusations.
When things really changed, so why did you?
Questioning the genuineness of others' change.
(Oh)
Reiteration of questioning others' changes.
So why did you?
-(Oh)
-So why did you?
-(Oh)
-So why did you?
-So why did you?
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