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Season changes make me feel warm
Reflecting on positive emotions during seasonal changes.
Hallucinating the feeling of my waist in your arms
Imagining the comforting sensation of being held in an embrace.
Calling a moment forever seems to do no harm
Desiring to prolong and immortalize special moments.
Until you find it interrupted by your alarm
Feeling the abrupt interruption of pleasant moments by reality.
I promise I'm not bitter, I don't even truly care
Asserting a lack of bitterness or genuine concern.
That I'm trying not to panic every time I'm made aware
Struggling to control panic when reminded of a changing relationship.
That you're moving on, ignore my gut as it swears
Ignoring instincts and denying emotional impact of the other's movement.
Every person you sleep with is another affair
Expressing the emotional toll of knowing about other romantic involvements.
I've been wearing your sweaters despite the summer heat
Symbolically holding onto past memories through a shared item.
Anticipating September flashbacks to our first meet
Anxiously awaiting memories of a significant past event.
And I've written some letters I'd never send they're too sweet
Composing unsent letters expressing deep emotions.
There's perfect moments I'm missing like syncing our heartbeats
Mourning the loss of perfect moments, like synchronized heartbeats.
There's a ghost of your lips on my mouth
Feeling haunted by the lingering presence of a past lover's kiss.
And I can't seem to scrub the taste of you out
Struggling to erase the memory and influence of the past relationship.
It's been longer than forever since we traveled south
Noticing the extended duration since traveling together.
A route I wouldn't have taken with anyone else
Reflecting on a journey taken exclusively with the former partner.
I promise I'm not bitter, I don't even truly care
Reiterating a lack of bitterness or genuine concern.
That I'm trying not to panic every time I'm made aware
Experiencing anxiety and panic when confronted with the other's progress.
That you're moving on, ignore my gut as it swears
Denying emotional impact despite internal conflict and instinctive feelings.
Every person you sleep with is another affair
Highlighting the emotional toll of knowing about other romantic involvements.
I've been wearing your sweaters despite the summer heat
Symbolically holding onto the past through a shared item, despite discomfort.
Anticipating September flashbacks to our first meet
Anticipating the return of memories from the beginning of the relationship.
And I've written some letters I'd never send they're too sweet
Creating heartfelt letters never intended for the former partner.
There's perfect moments I'm missing like syncing our heartbeats
Mourning missed perfect moments, like the synchronized beating of hearts.
Now late August, time's moving but I stay still
Reflecting on late August, feeling time passing without personal progress.
I picked up drinking, get me another refill
Coping with emotional pain through alcohol consumption.
The doctor throws me on some antidepressant pill
Turning to antidepressants as a response to emotional distress.
But the hole you left cannot be filled
Acknowledging that the void left by the former partner cannot be filled.
This new boy is so sweet, he covered my bill
Finding solace in a new person who provides financial support.
But the ending is written and I know it will
Anticipating an inevitable end to the new relationship.
End soon, I'll leave once this loses thrill
Planning to leave once the current situation loses its excitement.
Cause everyone but you is just a pointless kill
Considering all relationships, except the former one, as insignificant.
I've been wearing your sweaters despite the summer heat
Continuing to hold onto the past through symbolic items despite discomfort.
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