Lyrics
I need that toxic
Expressing a desire for something harmful or damaging
Make me exhausted
Seeking an experience that drains energy and causes fatigue
I want something I can't have
Yearning for something unattainable
Leaving me hollow
Feeling emotionally empty or drained
Hard pill to swallow
Referring to a difficult truth or situation
When I'm so comfortable with that
Being comfortable with a challenging or negative situation
I want those
Desiring experiences involving late nights and sleep deprivation
Late nights no sleep
Expressing a preference for nightmares over dreams
A nightmare with no dreams
Feeling inflexible and on the verge of breaking
I can't bend I'm breaking
Believing that being in a mess is preferable
I'm better off in this mess
Describing a lack of emotional sensitivity or response
Never felt a single fucking thing
Being emotionally unaffected by manipulation
Numb to how you always pulled my strings
Being indifferent to the influence or control exerted by someone
You won't hold me down or let me breathe
Resisting being held down or controlled, needing space
You won't cut me out when it's what I need
Desiring to be cut off from a situation despite its necessity
You know I'm a fool for the games you play
Acknowledging a weakness for manipulative or deceptive actions
You open your doors, but won't let me stay
Being allowed access but not permitted to stay
Just keep on talking, biting and barking
Encountering negativity and criticism as the only source of feeling
It's the only thing that I feel
Finding solace in the stagnation of life
Life in the standstill, dying on this hill
Accepting suffering and hardship as a means of healing
It's the only way that I heal
Expressing a need for an intense, challenging experience
I need that cold sweat fever
Desiring a feverish and intense emotional state
That make believer
Seeking experiences that make one believe or question
That heartbeat reaper shit
Referring to a feeling of intense emotions that can be destructive
Rip it outta my chest
Expressing a desire to remove something deeply emotional
Never want a single fucking thing
Not wanting anything unless there is a lasting emotional connection
Unless you pull forever on my strings
Being willing to be controlled as long as it's a permanent connection
You won't hold me down or let me breathe
Resisting control and the need to breathe freely
You won't cut me out when it's what I need
Desiring to be cut off despite the necessity for connection
You know I'm a fool for the games you play
Acknowledging vulnerability to manipulative actions
You open your doors, but won't let me stay
Being granted access but not allowed to stay
You won't hold me down or let me breathe
Resisting control and the need to breathe freely (repeated)
You won't cut me out when it's what I need
Desiring to be cut off despite the necessity for connection (repeated)
You know I'm a fool for the games you play
Acknowledging vulnerability to manipulative actions (repeated)
You open your doors, but won't let me stay
Being granted access but not allowed to stay (repeated)
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