Half as a Mess
Half as a Mess: A Journey from Chaos to Redemption
Lyrics
It started off bad
It began in a negative or difficult manner.
Started off bad
Reiteration of a negative or difficult start.
And now I'm tryna forget everything I can
Trying to erase or remove memories of the past.
It started too fast
The beginning was too rapid.
Started too fast
Re-emphasizing that the start was too quick.
But now I know that you're the best I ever had
Realization that the person addressed was the best partner experienced.
But girl you got me fucked up
Feeling emotionally distressed due to the person.
I promise I'm a lost cause
Expressing a belief in one's inability to be helped or changed.
And girl my head is messed up
Experiencing mental confusion or disturbance.
My problems need to unpause
Desiring to address personal issues that have been put on hold.
I know you will never take me back
Understanding that reconciliation is unlikely.
And baby you are long gone
Acknowledging that the person is no longer present.
I won't forget all the times we had
Commitment to remembering past shared moments.
Cause with you here I'm half as a mess
Feeling incomplete or only partially together without the addressed person.
It started off bad
Reiteration of a negative or difficult start.
Started off bad
Re-emphasis on a challenging beginning.
And now I'm tryna forget everything I can
Continued effort to forget past experiences.
It started too fast
Reiteration of a fast-paced start.
Started too fast
Re-emphasis on the rapid beginning.
But now I know that you're the best I ever had
Recognition that the addressed person was the best romantic partner.
But girl you got me fucked up
Feeling emotionally distressed due to the person.
I promise I'm a lost cause
Belief in one's own inability to be helped or changed.
And girl my head is messed up
Experiencing mental confusion or disturbance.
My problems need to unpause
Desire to address personal issues that have been postponed.
I know you will never take me back
Understanding that reconciliation is unlikely.
And baby you are long gone
Acknowledging that the person is no longer present.
I won't forget all the times we had
Commitment to remembering past shared moments.
Cause with you here I'm half as a mess
Feeling incomplete or only partially together without the addressed person.
I wake every morning
Starting the day alone in an empty bed.
And I am in an empty bed
Not knowing the whereabouts of the addressed person during the night.
Don't know where you have slept
Uncertainty about the addressed person's sleeping location.
And now that I'm drowning
Feeling overwhelmed or suffocated emotionally.
I hope that you could ever see
Desiring the addressed person to recognize the destined connection between them.
That you and I were always meant to be
Belief that the addressed person and the speaker were meant to be together.
But it started off bad
Reiteration of a negative or difficult start.
Started off bad
Re-emphasis on a challenging beginning.
And now I've lost you now that I'm a better man
Realization of losing the person but feeling improved as an individual.
I know you will never take me back
Understanding that reconciliation is unlikely.
And baby you are long gone
Acknowledging that the person is no longer present.
I won't forget all the times we had
Commitment to remembering past shared moments.
Cause with you here I'm half as a mess
Feeling incomplete or only partially together without the addressed person.
I'm half as a mess
Expressing being incomplete or partially disarrayed without the addressed person.
I'm half as a mess
Reiteration of feeling incomplete or disarrayed without the addressed person.
I'm half as a mess
Continued expression of feeling incomplete or disarrayed without the addressed person.
I'm half as a mess
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