Evan Does It Better
Evan's Inner Struggle: Embracing Blessings Amidst Turmoil
Lyrics
I rejoice in what little I have left
I find joy in the remaining aspects of my life.
These thoughts that I am blessed
I consider these thoughts to be a blessing.
I hold onto fact that I've got myself intact
I focus on the fact that I still have myself intact.
But still I hold on
Despite challenges, I persist and endure.
Keep pieces in cracks that won't restore back
I maintain fragments in the cracks that won't be restored.
To conditions which they held before
These pieces won't return to their previous conditions.
I can heal if I ignore
I can heal if I choose to ignore certain things.
Caught betwixt the burning bush and the pleasure fix
Caught between difficult choices and pleasurable escapes.
The pre-eternal risk
Facing the perpetual risk that comes before eternity.
A duel until light sheds some conscience on this fight
A struggle until understanding sheds light on this conflict.
Still I fight on
Despite challenges, I continue to fight.
Until I decide or play chance with might
Deciding whether to act deliberately or take a chance.
To take flight or to perjure
Choosing between flight or deception.
Why don't I remember any more?
Expressing uncertainty about forgetting.
I'm tryna see it from the inside out
I strive to understand from the inside out.
With entrance granted by clearing doubt
Seeking clarity by dispelling doubts.
I lay awake with my faith banging on the door
My faith persists while my body craves more.
While my body's begging me for just a little more
Battling the desire for more while staying awake.
I'm trying to see it through what's coming back
Attempting to comprehend what's returning.
But my paranoia won't cut me slack
Paranoia hinders my ability to relax.
I can't escape with the strain that I bore on myself
Feeling trapped by the burdens I impose on myself.
Help
Repeated plea for help, possibly emphasizing the need for assistance.
Help
-Help
-Help
-Help
-I'm tryna see it from the inside out
Reiterating the desire to understand from the inside out.
With entrance granted by clearing doubt
Reaffirming the importance of dispelling doubts for clarity.
I lay awake with my faith banging on the door
Similar to line 17, highlighting the conflict between faith and bodily desires.
While my body's begging me for just a little more
Repeating the struggle between staying awake and the body's cravings.
I'm trying to see it through what's coming back
Echoing the attempt to understand what's returning.
But my paranoia won't cut me slack
Reiterating the challenge of dealing with persistent paranoia.
I can't escape with the strain that I bore on myself
Expressing the difficulty in escaping self-imposed burdens.
Help
Final plea for help, emphasizing the overwhelming strain.
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