Make It Bad
Embracing Chaos: Aura Davis' Journey Through Desire and Regret
Lyrics
I wish I could turn off the voice in my head
I desire to silence the inner voice in my mind.
The wall I've been building is burning again
The emotional barriers I've constructed are collapsing once again.
Head first I jump – no regrets
Without hesitation, I take a risk, diving headfirst into a situation.
I hope I find out where it leads in the end
I wish to discover the ultimate destination of my current path.
If it's good I make it bad
If a situation is positive, I have a tendency to make it negative.
And if it's bad I make it worse
If a situation is already negative, I tend to exacerbate it.
It's always the same
Consistently facing similar outcomes.
I never learn
I fail to acquire lessons from my experiences.
I'm never ashamed of the bridges I burn
I don't feel remorse for burning bridges in my relationships.
If it's good, I make it bad
If a situation is positive, I tend to turn it negative.
The voice in my head tells me to lay a fire
The inner voice urges me to create chaos or conflict.
I'm losing grip on this mad desire
I'm losing control over a strong, possibly destructive, desire.
I need rock bottom to get me high
I feel the need to reach rock bottom to experience a sense of euphoria.
If I say I love you I am a liar
If I declare love, it may not be genuine; I might be deceiving.
If it's good I make it bad
Positive situations tend to turn negative due to my actions.
And if it's bad I make it worse
If a situation is already negative, I tend to worsen it further.
It's always the same
Facing recurring patterns in my experiences.
I never learn
I struggle to learn from my past mistakes.
I'm never ashamed of the bridges I burn
I don't feel guilt or regret for damaging connections.
If it's good, I make it bad
If a situation is positive, I tend to turn it negative.
If it's bad I make it worse
If a situation is negative, I tend to make it even worse.
Bad - I make it worse
Emphasizing the tendency to escalate negative situations.
Always the same
Experiencing familiar outcomes repeatedly.
I never learn
I struggle to glean insights and learning from my experiences.
I'm never ashamed of the bridges I burn
No remorse for burning bridges and severing connections.
If it's good I make it bad
If a situation is positive, I tend to turn it negative.
If it's good I make it bad
If a situation is positive, my inclination is to make it negative.
And if it's bad I make it worse
If a situation is negative, I tend to worsen it.
If it's good
In positive situations, I consistently fail to learn.
I never learn
I perpetually struggle to gain wisdom from my experiences.
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