Honey Oil
Spiraling Emotions: Unraveling Dark Urges
Lyrics
Standing with my back against the wall
Feeling cornered or trapped in a difficult situation.
Take another line and spiral out
Indulging in a substance (possibly drugs) and losing control.
Feeling like I'm filled with pins and knives
Experiencing intense physical and emotional pain.
Don't care if I make it out alive
Indifference to the outcome, a sense of reckless abandon.
Take a drink
Turning to alcohol to cope with the situation.
Feel myself
Being self-aware or conscious of one's own state.
Break her heart
Possibly causing emotional harm to someone.
Pull a string
Manipulating or controlling someone like a puppet.
Might steal a soul
Considering immoral actions that affect another's soul.
Erase myself
Contemplating self-destruction or obliteration.
Don't know how to stop once I start
Struggling with the inability to stop destructive behavior.
If you wanna follow it's a long way to the bottom
Warning about the consequences of following a destructive path.
Got a fist full of cotton and it's more than I can swallow
Feeling overwhelmed, possibly by substance abuse.
Snake eyes staring back from the bottom of the bottle
Regret or consequences reflected in the aftermath.
Both boots on gas white girl on the throttle
Engaging in risky behavior without concern for consequences.
Move like a hallucination, doll
Moving in a way that appears unreal or disconnected from reality.
Walking on your toes won't get you far
Being cautious or subtle won't lead to success.
Cemetery angel come to life
A symbol of hope or purity turning active and alive.
On into the night we drink and drive
Continuing dangerous behavior into the night.
Do a dance
Engaging in a ritual or performance, possibly to distract.
In the dark
Performing actions in darkness, suggesting secrecy.
Take her heart
Causing emotional pain by taking someone's heart.
Steal a kiss
Stealing a moment of intimacy.
That taste of red
Savoring the taste of something intense, possibly blood.
Break a neck
Causing harm or destruction.
Won't fucking stop until I'm dead
Persisting in destructive behavior until death.
If you wanna follow it's a long way to the bottom
Reiterating the warning about the consequences of the chosen path.
Got a fist full of cotton and it's more than I can swallow
Continued struggle with overwhelming circumstances.
Snake eyes staring back from the bottom of the bottle
Repeating the aftermath of regret or consequences.
Both boots on gas white girl on the throttle
Continuing risky behavior without concern.
What doesn't thrill me might fulfill you
Suggesting that what may not excite or interest the singer might satisfy others.
What doesn't kill me
An assertion about resilience in the face of challenges.
What doesn't kill me
Emphasizing resilience through repetition.
What doesn't thrill me might fulfill you
Highlighting the potential satisfaction for others in the singer's struggles.
What doesn't kill me might just fucking kill you
Warning that the singer's resilience might lead to harm for others.
If you wanna follow it's a long way to the bottom
Reiterating the warning about the consequences of the chosen path.
Got a fist full of cotton and it's more than I can swallow
Continued struggle with overwhelming circumstances.
Snake eyes staring back from the bottom of the bottle
Repeating the aftermath of regret or consequences.
Both boots on gas white girl on the throttle
Continuing risky behavior without concern.
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