would my god even care
Searching for Meaning: Autumndropsdead's Soulful QuestLyrics
Down on all fours, like a dog speakin' prayers
Expressing a sense of submission or vulnerability, comparing oneself to a dog praying.
If i miss a call, it was on purpose, i swear
Suggesting a deliberate avoidance of calls, claiming it was intentional.
Yellow-tainted teeth biting down into my hair
Describing teeth with a yellow tint, possibly alluding to decay or neglect.
If i'm meaning what i preach
Raising a question about the sincerity of one's beliefs and actions.
Would my god even care?
Pondering if the stated beliefs would matter to a higher power.
Down on all fours, like a dog speakin' prayers
Repetition of the theme, emphasizing doubts about the significance of personal beliefs.
If i miss a call, it was on purpose, i swear
-Yellow-tainted teeth biting down into my hair
-If i'm meaning what i preach
-Would my god even care?
-She said i'm hella right
Someone affirming the speaker's correctness, especially during the night, which brings comfort but also binds tightly.
Everything i say past three is hella right
-And the night time
-Welcomes me with open arms to tight bind
-Bright lights; everybody trusts it
Expressing distrust in bright lights, conveying a sense of fear and a desire for connection during moments of terror.
I don't trust it at all
-I'm terrified right now
-Wish i could give you a call
-I overthink and scrap everything
Expressing a tendency to overthink and discard ideas, feeling confined behind invisible bars, and acknowledging a discomfort with the industry.
I'm trapped behind these bars
-That you could never see
-A majority of the time
-I'm disgusted by the industry
-But if it's okay with you
-Then it's okay with me aswell
-As the essence surrounds me
Describing the impact of an overwhelming essence on the soul, expressing a desire to break free from its influence, and marching through an unknown land seen only in dreams.
And corrupts my soul
-What a blinding gaze
-I wish i could break it's hold
-As i'm marching through a land
-That is unknownst to me
-I've only seen it inside of my dreams
-Down on all fours, like a dog speakin' prayers
Repetition of earlier lines, questioning the significance of the speaker's beliefs to a higher power.
If i miss a call, it was on purpose, i swear
-Yellow-tainted teeth biting down into my hair
-If i'm meaning what i preach
-Would my god even care?
-Down on all fours, like a dog speakin' prayers
Continuation of the theme, emphasizing doubt about the divine relevance of the speaker's actions and beliefs.
If i miss a call, it was on purpose, i swear
-Yellow-tainted teeth biting down into my hair
-If i'm meaning what i preach
-Would my god even care?
-Purple fingers
Introducing the concept of purple fingers and lingering feelings, reflecting on contemplating what is right and wrong.
Makes these feelings linger
-Been staring into empty space
-For way too long
-Caught up on what is right
-And what is wrong
-I thought about her
Repetitive thoughts about someone from the past, possibly romantic in nature, haunting the speaker during the night.
Again, last night
-Again
-Again
-Again
-Last night
-These thoughts give me dopa
Mentioning the impact of thoughts on dopamine release and the belief in their reality, suggesting a cyclical pattern.
Dopamine
-As long as i believe they're real
-It always comes back to this
Reflecting on the recurrence of a particular theme or situation in the speaker's life.
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