Lyrics
I've been wondering, wondering what it feels like
The singer has been contemplating what it's like to truly feel comfortable in their own skin.
To own my skin, something's crawling and it don't feel right
They feel uncomfortable, as if something unpleasant or unsettling is bothering them internally.
Thought I found my home but I don't like the way the walls are painted
While they thought they found a place to call home, they dislike the way things are within that space.
I've been curious, curious of all I've known
The singer is curious about their past experiences and knowledge.
All these changes, ever since I moved in years ago
They've observed various changes in themselves since moving into this place years ago.
Used to be my home but now this place just feels tainted
Despite it being their former home, the place now feels tainted or spoiled to them.
And I hate the idea of living inside my head
The singer dislikes being trapped within their thoughts and emotions.
Wish I could buy a one-way ticket out of here instead
They wish they could leave their current situation without the possibility of returning.
I always asked if there's something wrong with me
The singer questions if there's something inherently wrong with themselves.
'Cause there's rooms in here that I wish never came to be
They regret certain experiences or memories that have become part of their inner self.
If only there was a place outside to roam
The singer yearns for an external place where they can freely wander and escape.
I walk into the kitchen and it's burning down
They describe chaos in the kitchen, possibly indicating emotional turmoil.
My bedroom furniture is all sprawled around
The disorderly bedroom furniture reflects the inner disorder and lack of peace.
This house still don't quite feel like a home
Despite being a physical house, it doesn't provide the emotional warmth or comfort of a true home.
I hate living here, 'cause it means I'm living alone
The singer despises living in this place because it signifies living in solitude.
I've been thinking, thinking about all these empty rooms
They've been contemplating the emptiness within the various rooms of their living space.
Piled high with packed boxes that still feel too soon
Boxes filled with belongings evoke feelings of recent change or upheaval that still feel unresolved.
This was once my home, but now I barely recognize it
Although it used to be their home, it has transformed so much that it's hardly recognizable.
And I hate the idea of living inside my head
Similar to line 7, the singer resents being stuck within their own thoughts and feelings.
Wish I could buy a one-way ticket out of here instead
They desire an escape from their current circumstances without the chance to return.
I always asked if there's something wrong with me
Continuing to question their own self-worth and mental state.
'Cause there's rooms in here that I wish never came to be
The regret over experiences or aspects of themselves they wish didn't exist.
If only there was a place outside to roam
Expressing the desire for an external place where they could freely explore and escape.
I walk into the kitchen and it's burning down
Reiteration of chaos in the kitchen as a metaphor for internal turmoil.
My bedroom furniture is all sprawled around
Continuing chaos in the bedroom, symbolizing inner disorder.
This house still don't quite feel like a home
The physical house fails to provide the emotional warmth and comfort of a true home.
I always asked if there's something wrong with me
The ongoing questioning of self-worth and mental state.
'Cause there's rooms in here that I wish never came to be
Regret over certain experiences or aspects of themselves that they wish didn't exist.
If only there was a place outside to roam
Desire for an external place to freely roam and escape.
I walk into the kitchen and it's burning down
Reiteration of chaos in the kitchen as a metaphor for inner turmoil.
My bedroom furniture is all sprawled around
Continued disorder in the bedroom reflecting inner turmoil.
This house still don't quite feel like a home
The physical house still fails to offer the emotional comfort of a true home.
I hate living here, 'cause it means I'm living alone
The singer loathes living in this place because it signifies living in isolation.
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