Lyrics
God I feel like hell
Expressing a deep sense of emotional distress or turmoil
For myself and you
Acknowledging the shared pain or difficulties between the speaker and another person
And I hate myself
Revealing self-hatred and inner emotional struggles
To end absolute
Desiring an absolute and conclusive resolution to the emotional turmoil
Walking still below ceilings
Moving forward but feeling confined or restricted
Going round and round
Repeating a cycle of thoughts or actions without clear progress
Nine in the evening now
Noting the late hour, possibly indicating a long period of emotional struggle
And I ain't never shared
Expressing reluctance or inability to share one's feelings
More than times allowed
Admitting to exceeding the acceptable frequency of certain actions
Without you leading
Dependence on someone else for guidance or direction
I could just stay and fight
Considering staying and confronting challenges
Oh I'd still feel justified
Feeling justified in one's actions, despite the emotional struggle
But I don't always do what I intend
Admitting a gap between intentions and actions
My mind stands to fail
Acknowledging the potential failure of the speaker's mind
With or without much deatail
Indicating that failure may occur with or without specific details
And for that it's far too late
Expressing regret for a situation that has progressed too far
Standing still but not believing
Remaining stagnant while lacking belief or conviction
That talking round and round
Skeptical that repetitive communication will solve current problems
Will a solve everything right now
Doubting the immediate effectiveness of talking in circles
And I ain't never dared
Expressing hesitation or fear of expressing oneself
Let a word slip out
Avoiding the risk of saying something regrettable
Do you breathe when speaking?
Questioning the sincerity or authenticity of the other person's communication
'Cause I've been here all night
Indicating a prolonged period of waiting or endurance
And you talked your throat fucking dry
Noting the other person's excessive talking, possibly draining emotionally
Did you even mean a word you said?
Questioning the sincerity or truthfulness of the other person's words
My mind stands to fail
Acknowledging the potential failure of the speaker's mind (repeated)
With or without much detail
Indicating that failure may occur with or without specific details (repeated)
And I can do without distractions
Expressing a desire to avoid distractions
God I feel like hell
Reiterating a deep sense of emotional distress or turmoil (repeated)
For myself and you
Acknowledging the shared pain or difficulties between the speaker and another person (repeated)
And I hate myself
Revealing self-hatred and inner emotional struggles (repeated)
To end so absolute
Desiring an absolute and conclusive resolution to the emotional turmoil (repeated)
My mind stands to fail
Acknowledging the potential failure of the speaker's mind (repeated)
With or without much detail
Indicating that failure may occur with or without specific details (repeated)
It's best left unsaid
Suggesting that some things are better left unsaid
Let's accept mistakes were made
Accepting and admitting to mistakes in the past
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