I. Timnah Lo Gaza
Reflections of Love Lost: Ave the Fox's Timnah Lo Gaza
Lyrics
Yeah, yeah
Expression of affirmation or agreement.
I had a way, I thought this love would play out
I had an expectation of how this love would unfold.
I typically don't write directly, but this needs to come out
Normally, I don't express things directly, but this needs to be said.
The me you met when we were younger didn't know a thing, child
The person you knew when we were younger was naive.
So yes, I'm different than the version that you met i'm me now
I've changed since then; I'm different now compared to when we first met.
I was interested, just wasn't sure how to express vows
I was interested in you but struggled to commit or express my feelings.
So when confronted with commitment, ain't no how to stay round
When faced with commitment, I didn't know how to stay or commit.
So yes, I get it, you would fall and say you feel the pain, how
I understand your pain and how you might have felt.
You can't feel stable when you're standing on the shakiest ground
It's hard to feel secure when the foundation is unstable.
Wasn't trying to play no games, I just was lost at moments
I didn't intend to play games; I was just lost at times.
The greatest love gets lost to flame due to a spark awoken
Even the strongest love can be destroyed by a small spark.
In the same room, but she felt distance, when it's she I'm holding
Despite being physically close, there was an emotional distance.
My greatest fear of losing you or not enough was focus
I feared losing you or not being enough, which affected my focus.
Mi Amor, the armor blocked the growth, we lie here stunning
Our love hindered growth due to protective barriers.
So when we nourish fragile ground, your biggest fear got potent
By nurturing fragile ground, your fears became more significant.
I sprinkled poison on our soil just in case we hopeless
I added toxicity to our relationship as a precaution in case it failed.
But really actions that I took was reason that we broken, Ugh
The actions I took were the reason for our breakup.
Let's take a moment to acknowledge passion
Lets acknowledge our intense feelings and emotions.
We wore our heart out on our sleeves as a style of fashion
We openly displayed our emotions, making it a part of our style.
Even when words were clashing, amount of care was massive
Even during arguments, our level of care for each other was immense.
Even when actions passive, ain't know that world that we was building
We were building a beautiful and unforgettable relationship.
Was a timeless classic, stories that haunt you lasting
Our shared memories are haunting and enduring.
We sent a memory from a life of past, we see them differently
We perceive past memories differently from our current perspective.
Hold moment like a precious glass, the grip can slip
We should handle each moment delicately as it's fragile and can slip away.
But when we here we let that moment last and watch through an hourglass
We should cherish the moments we have and watch time pass.
Now and then I have a thought of you
I occasionally think about you.
A thing or two have come to pass that put my life in view
Recent events have made me reflect on my life.
If we ain't end, I wouldn't grow into the man I see
If our relationship hadn't ended, I wouldn't have grown into the person I am now.
If I had you, I might see me as just a man I knew
If I still had you, I might have viewed myself differently.
Our love is residue, oh how I cherish you
The remnants of our love are deeply treasured.
We know it's through, my dreams still take me to the past I knew
We acknowledge it's over, but my dreams often revisit our past.
Sometimes I sit and watch as fan just like an episode
Occasionally, I nostalgically observe our relationship as an outsider.
And shake my head as I watch actions from a passive view, ugh.
I regretfully observe past actions from a detached perspective.
The message coded, you know what applies and what to use
The message is implied; you understand what's applicable.
Just like when picking out the weapon during fights with you
Similar to selecting a weapon during arguments, there's a careful choice in words/actions.
Just like when knowing how to care and how to bandage too
Knowing how to care and heal wounds, similar to bandaging during conflicts.
Just like when scared and needing comfort from the man you knew
During moments of fear and need, seeking comfort from the familiar.
Oh how emotions, fragile memories, with wind that blew
Emotions and memories are delicate, easily influenced.
I think of mountains and the travel of my thoughts with you
Thinking about the journey of thoughts and experiences shared in our relationship.
I thought of ways that our connection will still come in view
Considering ways our connection might reappear or be revived.
It's just that now we shape the memories and who we view
We currently shape our memories and perceptions of each other.
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