Lyrics
There's someone that you once loved
Expressing a past love that once existed
I'm sorry I can't be you hold a ghost of me
Apologizing for being unable to fully embody the past self
My thoughts they tend to travel
Reflecting on wandering thoughts
To where I lost my soul
Pointing to the location where a sense of identity or purpose was lost
And my darkest days repeat
Repetition of challenging and difficult times
I've tried to find the answer
Searching for a solution to revive emotions
To resurrect my heart
Desiring to revive a broken heart
To go back to the start
Expressing a desire to go back to the beginning
Sometimes the human starts to wake up
Acknowledging the awakening of human self-awareness
And I see the wreck I am
Recognizing personal flaws and mistakes
When you're still a work of art
Seeing the beauty in the other person despite personal imperfections
And you know that I want you
Affirming desire for the person despite pushing them away
Even though I push you further away
Acknowledging self-inflicted emotional wounds
But my scars push my fears through
Describing emotional scars and the impact on fears
And I hold you like a silver grenade
Symbolically holding the person close despite potential harm
Will you set yourself free
Pondering if the person will free themselves from the relationship
When thе cold regret is all that I can see
Contemplating the dominance of cold regret in perception
Will you show me to bleed
Seeking guidance on experiencing and expressing vulnerability
How to rеcapture the essence that is me
Asking for help to rediscover one's true self
I promise I've tried
Assuring attempts to change and improve
But guilt and fear cloud my vision
Admitting that guilt and fear cloud one's judgment
Every decision now I know it's my fault
Taking responsibility for the consequences of decisions
But if you hold me closer
Suggesting that closeness alleviates pain temporarily
The pain feels over for now
Expressing relief from emotional pain in the moment
And you know that I want you
Reiterating the desire for the person despite creating distance
Even though I push you further away
Repeating the theme of pushing the person away despite wanting them
But my scars push my fears through
Reiterating the impact of personal scars on fears
And I hold you like a silver grenade
Symbolically holding onto the person despite potential harm
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