Fear
Embracing Shadows: Unveiling the Depths of Fear in awakebutstillinbed's Melody
Lyrics
i stand transfixed by the mirror
Feeling captivated or fixed while looking at oneself in the mirror.
the world comes to a halt
Sensation of the world coming to a standstill.
my heart guarding itself
Emotionally guarded heart, possibly protecting itself from hurt or pain.
why can't i just let it go?
Expressing a desire to release or move on from something, but facing difficulty doing so.
their lives in standard flow
Observing others living their lives in a conventional or expected manner.
when you leave why can't i follow? "sad", you said. you don't know
Questioning why it's challenging to follow someone when they leave, juxtaposed with the label "sad" and a lack of understanding from the other person.
well i would rather die
Expressing a preference for death over enduring the impact of hurtful words from others.
than have their words like phantoms
Desire to avoid haunting or lingering effects of negative words from others.
by my side
Feeling alone with only memories beside oneself.
vacant memories of
Nostalgia for things left in the past.
everything i left behind
Embracing conformity and following instructions or expectations.
so i'll do what i'm told
Pleading for compliance with a request.
just please
A plea for company and a fear of being left alone.
please don't leave me alone
Expressing fear or reluctance about solitude.
you say, "come on, let your fear go"
Encouragement to overcome fear, possibly from an external voice.
but i don't seek solace in a lie
Rejecting false comfort and refusing to find solace in deception.
i felt their eyes
Awareness of being scrutinized or judged by others.
see through to my true nature
Feeling exposed as others see one's true self.
they said, "why? why would you try
Questioning the motivation behind avoiding one's true nature, possibly prompted by others.
to run from your true nature?"
Resistance to conforming to a perceived true nature, expressing futility in running from it.
i can't learn to love this
Difficulty in learning to love or accept the current situation or self.
this is pointless
Expressing a sense of futility or lack of purpose in the current state.
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