Blind Love
Redemption in Struggle: Awaken I Am's 'Blind Love' Unveiled
Lyrics
I never wanted to break
I never intended to cause harm or damage.
I never wanted to be this way
I never desired to be in this current state or condition.
I've never felt so low
I've never felt so emotionally down or depressed.
But at the same time you make me feel high
Despite the difficulties, you also make me feel elated or happy.
Oh baby did I leave you out to dry
Did I abandon or neglect you?
From all my lies
This suggests confessing to telling untruths or deception.
I know it's kinda hard, I know I fucked it from the start
Acknowledging the difficulty and admitting mistakes made from the beginning.
I can't change I can't change
Expressing an inability to change one's behavior or actions.
The way I had left you all alone
Regretting leaving the listener isolated or abandoned.
I don't ever want to see you fall again
Expressing a strong desire for the listener to avoid experiencing pain or hardship again.
I'm not saying, I'm not saying
Clarifying that making everything okay is not promised.
That I can make it all ok
Not claiming to have the power to fix everything.
I'm just wanting you to hear me say
Expressing a need for the listener to hear a sincere message.
I don't ever want to see you fall
Reiterating a strong aversion to witnessing the listener's downfall.
Sleepless nights what the hell am I meant to do
Expressing confusion and frustration during sleepless nights.
Never thought I'd break, never thought I'd be this way
Unexpectedly finding oneself in a state of emotional distress.
I can say sorry but that'll never be enough
Apologizing, but recognizing that an apology may not be sufficient.
Feeling like a failure, feeling like I lost your trust
Feeling like a failure and acknowledging the loss of trust.
I know it's kinda hard, I know I fucked it from the start
Reiterating the acknowledgment of mistakes made from the beginning.
You were everything I wanted now you are everything that I need
You were previously a desire, but now you are a necessity.
I know it's kinda hard, I know I fucked it from the start
Reiterating the acknowledgment of mistakes made from the beginning.
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