Lyrics
I'm not reaching for my phone when I wake up
I don't immediately check my phone upon waking up.
Had a lot of time to get to know myself
I've had ample time for self-reflection and self-discovery.
Knew I wanted better so I did me better
I knew I deserved better, so I worked on improving myself.
Had to find a way to put it all together
I had to figure out how to bring all aspects of my life together.
When I look back it's so strange
Reflecting on the past feels unfamiliar or odd.
Thinking 'bout the way things used to be
Recalling how things used to be makes me contemplate.
Truthfully I don't care if I get things wrong sometimes
I don't mind making mistakes; it doesn't bother me.
But I'm not going back to my old ways
I'm determined not to return to my previous habits.
I'm not tryina' prove anything no more
I'm no longer trying to prove myself to others.
All I wanna do is to let that go
I just want to let go and move forward.
And find a different flow
I aim to discover a new way of living.
I wanna know what it feels like
I want to experience the sensation of self-satisfaction.
To be in it for me
I want to prioritize myself.
To be all that I need
I want to be self-sufficient and fulfill my own needs.
I wanna know what it feels like
I want to experience the sensation of self-satisfaction.
To be in it for me
I want to prioritize myself.
To be all that I need
I want to be self-sufficient and fulfill my own needs.
Don't pick sides
Avoid taking sides in conflicts.
If I really have to
If I must choose, I'll choose what benefits me.
I'mma pick mine
I'll prioritize my own interests.
'Cause somebody got to
Someone has to prioritize themselves in situations.
Don't wanna feel guilty about it
I don't want to feel guilty about prioritizing myself.
When they try to make me doubt it
External attempts to make me doubt my choices won't affect me.
I'm not ever gonna do something I don't want to
I won't do anything I don't genuinely want to do.
When I look back it's so strange
Reflecting on the past feels unfamiliar or odd.
Thinking 'bout the way things used to be
Recalling how things used to be makes me contemplate.
Truthfully I don't care if I get things wrong sometimes
I don't mind making mistakes; it doesn't bother me.
But I'm not going back to my old ways
I'm determined not to return to my previous habits.
I'm not tryina' prove anything no more
I'm no longer trying to prove myself to others.
All I wanna do is to let that go
I just want to let go and move forward.
And find a different flow
I aim to discover a new way of living.
I wanna know what it feels like
I want to experience the sensation of self-satisfaction.
To be in it for me
I want to prioritize myself.
To be all that I need
I want to be self-sufficient and fulfill my own needs.
I wanna know what it feels like
I want to experience the sensation of self-satisfaction.
To be in it for me
I want to prioritize myself.
To be all that I need
I want to be self-sufficient and fulfill my own needs.
To be all that I need
-For me, yeah
Doing things for myself is crucial and satisfying.
Wanna know
I want to understand.
Wanna know
-Wanna know
-To be all that I need
I want to be self-sufficient and fulfill my own needs.
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