Lyrics
I don't really question the things that make me sad you know
Not questioning the sources of sadness
I question if my happiness is just a fad or show
Doubting the authenticity of happiness
I used to feel a lot but now I only feel alone
Transition from feeling a lot to feeling isolated
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Repetition for emphasis
Why you gotta lie like that yeah
Questioning someone's dishonesty
Can't stop crying like that yeah
Expressing inability to stop crying
Lost my mind when you said that
Feeling mentally disturbed due to someone's actions
You checking out to see if there's more yeah
Speculating if someone desires more
You know what you want
Asserting someone's self-awareness of desires
You could like you know you flaunt yeah
Flaunting what someone desires
Yeah you took my innocence
Reference to loss of innocence due to someone
And ever since it has been gone
Impact of losing innocence
I'm getting older and these darker thoughts are new yeah
Newly encountered darker thoughts with age
Everybody coming claiming acting like they knew yeah
People claiming familiarity without truly knowing
I'm missing the days when you were someone who I knew yeah
Missing a past connection with someone
Now my heart is broken in two
Feeling heartbroken and divided
I don't really question the things that make me sad you know
Reiteration of not questioning sources of sadness
I question if my happiness is just a fad or show
Doubting if happiness is temporary
I used to feel a lot but now I only feel alone
Transition to feeling exclusively alone
I've given up on everything I've ever really known
Giving up on known things or beliefs
But you have the things that I've lost
Noting someone possessing what's lost
You have all the things that I've lost
-You have all the things that I've lost
-I've lost the key to this life
Losing the essence or purpose of life
I've lost the peace to my mind
Losing mental tranquility
I'm feeling stuck inside this mental life of lies that I lie
Feeling trapped in a web of lies
There ain't no death to your eyes
Perceiving no sincerity in someone's gaze
There ain't no end to your lies
Perceiving continuous deception
Yeah I'm stuck inside this trap and the fault is all mine yeah
Taking responsibility for being stuck
I'm getting older and these darker thoughts are new yeah
Newly encountered darker thoughts with age (repeated)
Everybody coming claiming acting like they knew yeah
People falsely claiming familiarity (repeated)
I'm missing the days when you were someone who I knew yeah
Missing a past connection with someone (repeated)
Now my heart is broken in two
Reiteration of feeling heartbroken and divided (repeated)
I don't really question the things that make me sad you know
Recapitulation of emotions and giving up
I question if my happiness is just a fad or show
-I used to feel a lot but now I only feel alone
-I've given up on everything I've ever really known
-But you have the things that I've lost
Noting someone possessing what's lost (repeated)
You have all the things that I've lost
-You have all the things that I've lost
-But you have the things that I've lost
-You have all the things that I've lost
-You have all the things that I've lost
-Now I wonder if I'll ever find peace again
Wondering if peace will ever be rediscovered
Will I ever find it find it again
Expressing doubt about rediscovering peace
Now I wonder if I'll find
Questioning the possibility of finding again
If I'll find again
-Oh yeah
Expression of uncertainty or doubt
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