to lose
Embracing Defeat: A Melodic Journey Through Loss and Longing
Lyrics
I wear the same scent
I consistently use the same fragrance.
Every time you breathe me in
Every time you inhale, you experience my scent.
can't be your favorite
I cannot be your favorite.
If you were to see me like this
If you were to witness me in this state.
Guess I'm a lost cause
I acknowledge that I am a hopeless case.
Losing you would hurt too much
The thought of losing you would be too painful.
Under the glass
Intimacy or vulnerability, possibly observed closely.
I don't wanna be tested
I prefer not to be put to the test.
Half my brain
Half of my mind is scheming against me.
Plots this shit against me
This internal conflict is also shared by another person.
but so does she
It's not my concern; can't you see?
and it's none of my business can't you see?
To lose a friend is painful.
To lose a friend
Choosing harmony over confrontation.
To keep the peace
Maintaining my stability.
To keep myself straight on my feet
Keeping myself grounded and focused.
To lose myself
To lose my own identity.
you make me weak
Your presence weakens me.
starting to crave the taste of defeat
Beginning to desire the taste of failure.
It feels good to lose
Experiencing pleasure in losing.
It feels good to lose
Reinforcing the satisfaction in defeat.
It feels good to lose
Emphasizing the enjoyment of losing.
i wear the same shirt
I wear the same shirt repeatedly.
every time i wake up
Every morning, I wear the same shirt.
keep feeling different
Experiencing varying emotions when reminded of you.
vibes when your name comes up
Feeling different vibes associated with your name.
am i a lost cause
Questioning if I am a lost cause.
afraid to lose too much
Fearful of losing too much in the process.
To lose a friend
To experience the pain of losing a friend.
To keep the peace
Choosing peace over conflict.
To keep myself straight on my feet
Maintaining personal stability.
To lose myself
To lose my own identity.
you make me weak
Your presence weakens me.
starting to crave the taste of defeat
Beginning to desire the taste of failure.
It feels good to lose
Experiencing pleasure in losing.
It feels good to lose
Reinforcing the satisfaction in defeat.
It feels good to lose
Emphasizing the enjoyment of losing.
and When you're not around
In your absence, you are always on my mind.
I always think of you
Thinking of you consistently.
and When I see a bug
When faced with a challenge, I instinctively turn to you.
i try to turn to you
Expressing a sense of injustice; desiring another presence.
cnd it's just not fair
Expressing a need for someone else.
I need another you
Desiring a close connection beyond ordinary boundaries.
we're more than just close
When in close proximity to you, the thoughts intensify.
and when i'm close to you
Overthinking when near you.
i always think too much
Seeing your car triggers feelings of confusion.
and when i see your car
Feeling emotionally disturbed when encountering your car.
i feel so messed up
Acknowledging an unusual emotional response.
i shouldn't feel this way
Recognizing the inappropriateness of these feelings.
but it's just my luck
Attributing these emotional reactions to personal misfortune.
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