Thoughts And Worries
Embracing Life's Fragility: A Journey Through 'Thoughts And Worries'
Lyrics
I thought I was on the last page of my notebook
I thought I was near the end of dealing with my issues or challenges
It turns out there's more empty space
Realizing there's more room or time to address those issues
I could've died the other day but I didn't
I had a close call with death but managed to survive
And suddenly my outlook's changed
My perspective on life has suddenly changed due to this experience
Reliving how I felt
Recalling past emotions or feelings
Through identical questions
Dealing with the same or similar uncertainties
It's hard to talk about
Difficult to discuss these matters
When I've got questions myself
Struggling with my own unanswered questions
I'm not here but I'm here
Physically present but emotionally distant
It's like I'm in two different time spans
Feeling split between different time periods or mindsets
I don't care anymore
No longer caring about things that used to be important
About what used to make up my
Life or identity
Thoughts and worries, like I give a shit
Disregarding concerns or worries
After what could have happened
Following a close call or near-miss incident
It's hard not to think about it
Difficult to avoid thinking about the incident
But I'm okay
Feeling alright despite the incident
And I will never take it for granted ever again
Committing to never taking life for granted again
Trying to joke it off
Trying to make light of the situation
Has had mixed to poor results
Efforts to joke about it haven't been successful
It's easy to distract
Easily diverting my attention but it's temporary
Myself but it doesn't last
Distractions don’t last long
I'm growing, I'm learning
Growing and gaining knowledge, but recent experiences are significant
But lately I'm just glad I'm living
Current satisfaction with simply being alive
They all seem less pressing
Previous worries seem less important now
These things that used to make up my
Thoughts and worries, like I give a shit
Disregarding concerns or worries
After what could have happened
Following a close call or near-miss incident
It's hard not to think about it
Difficult to avoid thinking about the incident
But I'm okay
Feeling alright despite the incident
And I will never take it for granted ever again
Committing to never taking life for granted again
I've never felt less in control or more alive
Feeling less control but a heightened sense of being alive
Telling my friends I love them suddenly seems fine
Expressing affection to friends seems more natural now
Making sure I enjoy life is all that I want to prioritize
Desire to prioritize enjoying life
Thank God I'm alive
Gratefulness for surviving the close call with death
Comment