Lyrics
Another day flies by in the thick of things
Feeling overwhelmed as time passes amidst chaos
I don't feel right in my own mind
Experiencing discomfort or unease within one's thoughts
You cut me up I'll cut you back if it feels right
Responding aggressively if provoked, reciprocating harm
If it feels right, if it feels right
Repeating the willingness to retaliate if it feels justified
Looking out through a one way mirror
Observing without being seen, maintaining secrecy
Confident that you can't see me
Confidence in being hidden from view
Love and lust the most private thoughts no one needs to know
Keeping intimate thoughts private and hidden from others
A cool blood horror plot
Describing a chilling and horrific plan or situation
I'll test the water with a blasphemy or two
Testing boundaries by expressing sacrilegious thoughts
These insecurities will eat me alive
Feeling that personal doubts and fears are consuming
Bother the snake that lives for secrets and shame
Provoking or disturbing hidden aspects that cause shame
Next time you'll bite your tongue before you let it slip
Learning from a past mistake to be more cautious in speech
Another day flies by full of shit and things
Another day passing by amidst falsehoods and mundane matters
It's hard to tell if I really ought to battle on
Questioning the value of continuing to fight a difficult situation
When there's no where to run and you're fighting alone
Feeling trapped and alone in a challenging situation
I got a date with my soul dead therapist
Appointment with a therapist despite feeling emotionally dead
I'll test the water with a blasphemy or two
Repeating the expression of sacrilegious thoughts to test limits
These insecurities will eat me alive
Reiteration of personal insecurities causing distress
Bother the snake that lives for secrets and shame
Stirring up shameful and hidden aspects once again
Next time you'll bite your tongue before you let it slip
Learning from past errors to exercise caution in speech
Now I know that the past is real
Realizing the significance of the past experiences
Follow through on things I should have done
Regretting not taking certain actions in the past
When days were younger still
Reflecting on more carefree days in the past
And if the circumstance would change
Considering how things could change in different circumstances
I could breathe another day
Hope for a chance to live without burdens another day
Forget mistakes that I made
Wishing to let go of past mistakes and move forward
I'll bite my tongue before I say
Committing to silence before making regrettable statements
Now I know that the past is real
Reiterating the realization of the past's reality
Follow through on things I should have done
Regret for not completing tasks or actions in the past
When days were younger still
Nostalgia for a simpler time in earlier days
Now I know that the past is real
Reiteration of the acknowledgment of past experiences
Follow through on things I should have done
Regret for unfinished or unfulfilled actions from the past
When days were younger still
Reminiscing about youthful days and their simplicity
And if the circumstance would change
Contemplating how things could improve in different circumstances
I could breathe another day
Wishing for the chance to live unburdened on another day
Forget mistakes that I made
Desire to move on from past mistakes and not dwell on them
I'll bite my tongue before I say
Pledging to refrain from speaking impulsively and causing regret
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